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masturbation
Posted:Oct 17, 2019 5:14 pm
Last Updated:Oct 18, 2019 5:08 pm
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Guys I understand masturbation it’s a release, makes you feel good right? And I’m all for it!
Many ago I dressed mostly for my gratification, I loved the way I felt in feminine clothes
It made me excited and good just dress, over the this has just got more extreme I guess the way you get addicted drugs I got addicted dressing this was my release!

Quite by chance during I included objects at first this was cumbersome then day I the spot, this for me was a turning point, then I discovered an anal climax and my life changed

Always felt strange dressing and enjoying myself as a gurl, but this is me then quite by chance and with a guy interested I agreed chastity this just made me more into feminisation

I’m not sure any gurl wants to go throw this and with what is desired but no likes a dirty gurl
Well unless it’s in the bedroom!! so a cleaning routine is needed. This wasn’t easy either felt so wrong at first but now feels so right!

At some point you need accept yourself for you are I feel feminine and I know what is expected and desired and I know I can deliver for you

Right now I know what expect my chastity keeps me grounded I know I’m a sissy gurl and I so desire cock!! I’m also very into kinky so guys what are you waiting for?

As with any addiction I’m sure this won’t stop here I want and desire more! I love how I feel dressed and in chastity I finally feel myself, would like find how I would develop as a so castration maybe an option

I just think that the removal of my lust and desire is something I would desire I no longer wish act as a alpha instead I want be the submissive sissy you desire and move towards the submissive you desire i know there isn't an easy fix but whatever it takes right?

a true sissy should be able climax via anal

Your thoughts?
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Where i'm at right now
Posted:Oct 14, 2019 5:42 pm
Last Updated:Nov 5, 2019 4:22 pm
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So the closest thing I’ve ever encountered was a meet with a guy in a car, we met outside Argos
Clearly CCTV around there so maybe not the best move!
Unknown to him I arrived fully dressed underneath my normal wear I so wanted him to make a move on me, but alas we just chatted and nothing came of the meet I remember feeling excited and apprehensive but I’m sure if that guy had taken charge I would have been used by now!
Since that close encounter I’ve changed now I feel so much more feminine and maybe more kinky too, these days I wear Chastity most days love how it makes me feel!! Even if I wasn’t feeling horny before fitting my device I’m instantly turned into a wanting slut.
I tend now not to masturbate as I so love feeling frustrated think the more frustrated I feel the more feminine I feel and up for serving a guy..
Another thing I enjoy is cleaning myself I do this most mornings no one likes a dirty gurl and recently I’ve started wearing a butt plug, not sure how but I lost my first one and the replacement is much more extreme it’s a stretching plug and I love how it feels fitted and how it makes me gape once removed.
Really thought about how I would develop as a female I know it’s kind of extreme but I would consider castration either actual or chemical just love feeling frustrated the thought of feeling like this every day is very desirable.
At this stage of my live I would so welcome a submissive role and become an object of a guys desire, some would say why would you commit to this before you have encountered the real thing, the truth is that don’t knock it till you have tried it, for me it’s a natural progression at first came dressing then came anal play and then an anal orgasm, then denial love feeling frustrated! Love feeling emasculated and excited to see how I would develop with out balls
Looking forward to my next step into feminisation what ever it takes!! Thus far I’m a cock virgin but I’ve swallowed my own and encountered many anal climaxes, so my development is up to you use me as a gurl and develop me into the gurl you desire, if your keen lets talk
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what do i expect
Posted:Oct 11, 2019 5:34 pm
Last Updated:Nov 5, 2019 4:23 pm
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Guys I know what you want and I so desire the same just want to be used as a gurl in return you need to be uncut, horny, and kinky, who ever said size don’t matter was clearly mad!!
Thus far I’ve not been touched by a guy this don’t mean I’ve not spent many hours enjoying an anal climax, because this will be my first time you need to be the one, and very understanding looking for a NSA meet but we need to like the same things, and you need to be large won’t consider smaller members, I’m no page 3 gurl but I do have two working holes so I’m ready willing and able to offer you what you desire, I’m very much into Chastity so I will turn up locked up and will remain locked till you have enjoyed me! Want to get into my kickers just be understanding and kinky and let me open up for you!!
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not sure what to expect
Posted:Oct 8, 2019 5:00 pm
Last Updated:May 2, 2024 5:38 am
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Baby so you like what you see, I’m well into giving this a go! I’m new to this very new so I don’t have a clue as to what you desire, sure I know what you might expect the normal right mouth and arse? But when you get to it everyone is different. Spent my life getting ready for this moment, think I know what you like and willing to suck and slobber all over your hardness till you bless me with a mouthful after this your want intercourse, Me I’m into Chastity so any meet is all about your wants and desires, I’ve encountered an anal climax before so this is my desire so let me dress sexy for you in chastity and have you enjoy me if I’m not able to get a climax then all I ask is that whatever it take I get to climax! Fucking, fingering, toys, or fisting !!
I’m very much into chastity love feeling frustrated and retrained won’t double guess what your into me I’m into chastity, bondage, fisting and anything that turns you on!!
Further feminisation or even banding or castration may be an option for the right guy!
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Would you trade your balls for boobs?
Posted:Sep 9, 2019 5:00 pm
Last Updated:Sep 27, 2019 4:33 pm
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So here are my thoughts think I would be willing to exchange my balls for boobs
Either the natural way via hormones or implants, would like to be able to see what
I would become the natural way! Just love the look of pert nipples I’m sure the process
Won’t be easy but nothing worth wild never is, with my love of chastity and climax denial and anal play do so think that a sissy should only get to climax via anal!

So would I trade my balls for a whole new way of life sure I would consider this for the right man
I love feeling feminine in stockings and suspenders love the feeling of chastity so this would be a huge step but one I would be willing to take, never going to be a page 3 gurl not even close but if you like what you see and see potential lets talk.

if like me you think that a gurl with boobs and without nuts is the bees knees i'm willing to consider castration and relocation

Sam
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Anal joy
Posted:Sep 8, 2019 4:56 pm
Last Updated:May 2, 2024 5:38 am
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So I guess I discovered anal joy a few years back and for there was no looking back, as a guy a climax is the end of things, as a gurl the climax is so intense and just goes on and on who wouldn’t desire this, in chastity I’m able to encounter this and I love this and want and desire more
Why choose chastity it’s because it’s my commitment to you I desire nothing other than being a gurl for your enjoyment, it means sucking your hardness and having to swallow your load also means you enjoying my arse and me having to encounter this time and time again
moving forward chastity may not be the way forward, I really want to commit 100% for my guy
so castration maybe the way forward, if I were never to climax again and only be able to climax as a gurl via anal this would be my dream this and dressing really sexy for my guy!!
So if you are into a gurl who want’s nothing more out of life than to serve you as a gurl lets talk !
And if your into making it permanent then I would consider castration for the right guy
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Anal joy
Posted:Sep 8, 2019 4:56 pm
Last Updated:Nov 5, 2019 4:25 pm
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So I guess I discovered anal joy a few years back and for there was no looking back, as a guy a climax is the end of things, as a gurl the climax is so intense and just goes on and on who wouldn’t desire this, in chastity I’m able to encounter this and I love this and want and desire more
Why choose chastity it’s because it’s my commitment to you I desire nothing other than being a gurl for your enjoyment, it means sucking your hardness and having to swallow your load also means you enjoying my arse and me having to encounter this time and time again
moving forward chastity may not be the way forward, I really want to commit 100% for my guy
so castration maybe the way forward, if I were never to climax again and only be able to climax as a gurl via anal this would be my dream this and dressing really sexy for my guy!!
So if you are into a gurl who want’s nothing more out of life than to serve you as a gurl lets talk !
And if your into making it permanent then I would consider castration for the right guy
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Who knew it would be this hard
Posted:Sep 7, 2019 5:03 pm
Last Updated:May 2, 2024 5:38 am
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so I really did think this would be easy, I hope I offer a guy what he desires sexy in underwear and a can do approach, i'm into kinky but alas most guys are turned off by chastity? the few who like it don't seem keen to meet up, what am I doing wrong?
back in the day a gurl offering what I am would be snapped up

Guys what am I doing wrong?
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Prostrate
Posted:Aug 11, 2019 5:24 pm
Last Updated:Aug 11, 2019 5:38 pm
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So wouldn’t want prostrate simulation a prostrate orgasm is the gift that keeps giving !!
Not sure when I first discovered but since then I’ve been hooked
I’ve always enjoyed dressing and quite by chance when discovering my body I used a toy and the sweet spot.
While my dressing never stopped my anal increased I learnt accept larger objects and although I can accept a 440ml beer can right now in the past I’ve accepted a lot larger objects
While speaking a nervous guy I agreed a meet wearing a chastity device so I purchased just a CB600 unit, I found once I fitted it my excitement grew and I would make my panties damp with pre-cum, for whatever reason this meet never took place but I was hooked on chastity and how it made me feel, plus the fact that while locked made me feel emasculated
Not could I act as a guy I was forced sit , so loving how this made me feel I went another step and purchased a more extreme device, this shrinks my clit around an inch long
Its also fitted with a urethral tube that makes wearing it for longer possible.
With my love of dressing and my wants lust and desire locked up I get frustrated I will use this frustration serve your needs!
Just can’t tell you how much I desire be on my knees as a guy drops his trousers and offers me his cock! Let me lick, suck and slobber all over your manhood and bless me with a mouthful of your man juice!! Once you recover comes the main event, can’t wait feel your hardness seeking my gurly hole, once in I will need suffer your lust, my wish is that as you enjoy me your take me places I can dream off
It goes without saying I will dress real sexy for you, stockings, suspenders panties and bra this should be enough to get you going, use my mouth I would love to be able to suck you to completion and swallow your delivery!! After you recover please use my bio pussy don’t hold back baby I need to encounter you’re want, lust and desire!!
During your onslaught I hope to encounter what I desire an anal orgasm and multiple climaxes
I’m very much into kinky so if you want to tie me up I won’t object, spank me sure finger me hell yes, for time I’m your love doll please use and abuse me if I’m lucky I will feel what I desire and if not so be it! Should you like unlock me after for your enjoyment I have no objection!! Want try fisting sure, anything goes baby so long as we agree before any meet
if your into taking my chastity to yet another level then we should talk into any offers
of further development I wish serve as
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Treat me like a real gurl
Posted:Aug 7, 2019 4:45 pm
Last Updated:May 2, 2024 5:38 am
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Treat like a real gurl please ignore my embarrassment when i leak precum but when i get horny this seems to happen, because it is a very apparent signal that i crave to suck cock now, to be fucked as a sissy.. Gurls can't hide when they're horny.. Their clitty gets soo wet.. mine is locked up and leaks so during my excitement during play…

A gurl being fucked usually has a limp clitty, just because she gets her pleasure from your cock rubbing against her prostate.. It simply drives her wild, and she'll coo and lightly moan, and squeak so femininely that you go wild and literally will not stop fucking her until he cums..there is no stopping him when he reaches that level of lust while fucking his gurl's ass..... He will cum..us gurls just have to accept this fact and passively submit to your want and desire.. It's a big part of being a gurl..

I’m not naive to this process as I’ve done all I can to prepare for this day with toys so nothing you expect will overwhelm me, but as this will be my first time I do feel like maybe bondage may be in order, you see I would like to feel like I was forced to act this way.

If you haven’t guess I’m very much into kinky not into scat or pain but kinky is a real plus for me! Might be my first time but that don’t mean I will settle for just a quickie! I want the whole nine yards!!

In for a penny in for a pound so if you’re a couple looking for a third lets talk, a gurl looking for a playmate, into bondage lets talk. I can accept larger objects so into fisting lets talk, I’m sure you guys have desires I’ve not even thought of but if it’s kinky let’s talk!!

Over the years my love of dressing and my love of chastity have brought me to this point no I need to try this
I need to know how it feels to be a submissive gurl can you help me?
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What I desire?
Posted:Aug 6, 2019 5:21 pm
Last Updated:May 2, 2024 5:38 am
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People ask me all the time what is my biggest desire, well think my first is suck cock as I go down on you its like a ticking time bomb, as I suck and slobber all over your harness I know there is outcome sooner or later your going climax in my mouth!! The amount of cum and how its delivered will vary from guy guy but I do so home that I will be able swallow like a good gurl !!

So as you recover I won’t object fingering, or going down on your again as I know your excitement is my enjoyment, I need your motor running so that as I open my legs to you I know no matter what I’m going to encounter your lust and desire within me

Its so very hard to double guess what your into, so I would be up for bondage, spanking, Toys, or anything that you desire. I’ve used larger objects so maybe fisting

So any size cock will work and kinky is a bonus

I’m a standard member so you can talk me via IM please do as I would like tick this off my bucket list

People ask me all the time what is my biggest desire, well think my first is suck cock as I go down on you its like a ticking time bomb, as I suck and slobber all over your harness I know there is outcome sooner or later your going climax in my mouth!! The amount of cum and how its delivered will vary from guy guy but I do so home that I will be able swallow like a good gurl !!

So as you recover I won’t object fingering, or going down on your again as I know your excitement is my enjoyment, I need your motor running so that as I open my legs to you I know no matter what I’m going to encounter your lust and desire within me

Its so very hard to double guess what your into, so I would be up for bondage, spanking, Toys, or anything that you desire. I’ve used larger objects so maybe fisting

So any size cock will work and kinky is a bonus

I’m a standard member so you can talk me via IM please do as I would like tick this off my bucket list
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Does size matter?
Posted:Aug 6, 2019 4:25 pm
Last Updated:Nov 5, 2019 4:26 pm
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Before my quest move on from crossdressing and encounter a real cock
Maybe naively I though most cocks were the as mine. My clit is around
7-8 inches long un-restrained and just thought most people were around the size

How wrong could I be some of you guys are huge!! So total respect to you!!

So what am I looking for? Would be lying if I said a large appeals me a lot I just wonder
If I could handle it all, this said they all fit!

What with my limited experience of self I know my spot my prostate is just inside so I guess what I’m saying is that knowing this a cock is a cock so size don’t matter

So I have guys from MK at me most nights you know you are contacted me via IM but I had no reply at the time, guys your killing me your online most nights but online, I’m on IM if you want you will find me on here. if you flirt with me or private message me I can't respond

I’m a standard member I should get 3 free chats a day but I don’t costs me 10 credits so if you like what you see please just me 10 points and lets talk about the terms of my surrender!!!
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OK Question
Posted:Aug 5, 2019 4:45 pm
Last Updated:Aug 6, 2019 3:20 pm
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I’m a sissy very much into chastity so any meet is all about you!

So my question is what do you desire? What would you like to do to me to make our meet pop?

It’s clear to me that chastity isn’t a good choice but for me it’s my commitment to you that I expect nothing in return for the use of my body

The problem with me is that once I climax I lose all interest, chastity keeps me on the boil as it were my desire and lust is kept locked up making me do whatever you please! Without release I’m constantly in a state of frustration.

As a crossdresser I feel sexy dressed and want a guy get aroused at the sight of me dressed, now we both know what will happen when your turned on,

I’ve taken years get this point and feel like I’m as ready as I can be for this meet, question is can you deliver what I need feel completely feminine and used as .

Chastity is a state of mind that makes me happy and ready accept a guy using me as does humiliation both are highly desirable

knows if we click and enjoy each other this may become the norm

I’m as kinky as you like so just ask this is all new me but I’m excited try anything

As for the future if you want develop me further I’m into taking hormones to further my development and if all goes well maybe a permanent solution to my dilemma

I know MR Right is there just need find him!!!

get turned on baby and strip for me and allow me show you what I can offer you as a gurl I will do all your desire and more just ask
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