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self-destruction
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self-destruction as mentioned in an earlier post, i shouldnt really allow the actions of my ex-wife to bother me so much, but, i do. its seemingly impossible at this stage for me to ignore the feelings of betrayal when lied to. to feel the strong, crushing sense that a partner, a lover has taken something beautiful and thrown it the ground, smashed it then trampled on it until it was soiled, in pieces and unsalvageable. of course, this is ridiculous as the relationship was atrocious anyway. yet, here i am, once again, feeling hurt. its the insensitivity, the lies and the assumption that im a fool that bothers me. at the end of a relationship it always seems to be the same way. women believe that by lying to us dimwitted men folk we'll be spared pain, but, because we're not quite as dimwitted as we look we know somethings not right, our minds build a mental image of the worst possible scenario, then, when we find out that the basics of our scenario are true, that we have been lied to, no amount of blah blah will convince us that "well, i lied, but its not what you think it is, it was just... blah, blah, blahdy blah". how can we believe anything once we've uncovered the lie. another thing,men are much less likely to leap into bed at the first opportunity than collectively held "wisdom" would have us believe. we seem to have this societal hangover from the days when we thought women were frail, weak, emotionally delicate creatures who must be wooed and taken and for whom we derive pleasure and they sacrifice themselves for our needs, but, lets be honest, its a fallacy of a bygone era. women can get whatever they want whenever they want. if a guy wants to get laid its a lot of hard work and his chances are slim. if a woman wants to get laid she just finds the guy she wants to fuck and tells him. this is why women have invariably had both more partners and one night stands then men. if youve got an itch you can get it scratched<b>. </font></b>doesnt exist with mainly male business because we need more sex than a single woman its just we will inevitably end up paying for it somehow, either with straight cash or with drinks, dinners, presents or treats so enough men will just decide to cut out uncertainty and will guarantee the "prize" with payment up front. theres virtually no need for the opposite service, women can get what they want and a free night out instead. so, the title. well, sadly, with so much rage and anger currently festering and eating away at my core i recognize that yesterday i made the start of of a very destructive journey. one where i will just fuck everything up as i turn the anger inwards, direct it towards myself instead it accidentally being unleashed on someone else who doesnt deserve it. its often said, both in the real world and on this site, that men are bastards, well, do you know what, women arent any better... bunch of self serving, pleasure chasing bitches when you get right down to it. |
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Oh boy, oh boy... Beer o'clock for us both i think! I'm on the same page my dear fellow! P.S. For every man who a woman calls a bastard "malakas", there is 100% an other woman responsible for it... Pull my strings Tease me, Please me Tell me dirty little things...
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5/11/2011 7:10 am |
They say behind each successful man lies a woman, it so stands the same for every brought down, destructed man also lies a woman. In Greece they say if you see a ship up on the mountain its a woman who s pulled it up there...but i have seen proof that behind that same mountain another woman just pushed down a ship and left it wrecked and alone... I cant say "shit happens, deal with it" cos its not the way it works! Shit happens, yes it does and it s cos we let our guard down or we are just too good for the other, or too good for our own good and sanity! Not all women are the same, some have "shit happening to them " as well. I am learning to by pass it. To keep my guard up. To be a little more selfish and less naive! I am learning to be the woman I want to be who demands respect for each inch of respect I give! As for sex... all I want in return is to hear him moan, feel his throb and taste his passion's fruit. If he doesnt want to call the next day I ll at least know he had a fucking good one night stand! 
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5/11/2011 7:12 am |
Oh boy, oh boy... Beer o'clock for us both i think! I'm on the same page my dear fellow! P.S. For every man who a woman calls a bastard "malakas", there is 100% an other woman responsible for it... 
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i think, dear, you'll get the same words from whomever feels they are the wronged party, irrelevant of gender. pain is pain, betrayal is betrayal and feelings, when trampled on, are crushed no matter your gender.
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spermstorm in a snowstorm.
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