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Happy HNW! More Italy Pics & a Midnight Ramble
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Happy HNW! More Italy Pics & a Midnight Ramble Phew! I am exhausted physically, mentally, emotionally. Last night was the 1st night since I’ve been home that I have slept for more than 4 hours at a time. I always have this problem when my Viking and I are apart. Memorial Day weekend is always hard for me because it’s when my oldest was born. This year was extra hard because she turned 18. Only time will tell if I will ever have any more contact with her and that is heartbreaking to me. Our family babysitter that was born on the same day only hours apart is pregnant and that is also very hard for me to deal with on several levels. She is the exact age as my and I felt like I had a bond with her because of that. I’m disappointed in her for deliberately getting pregnant at her age. We all thought she was smarter and raised better than that. I hate to admit it but part of me is also mad and hurt that she is pregnant when I am not. I know that isn’t right but that is how I feel. We weren’t able to get pregnant and won’t have another chance until we are reunited again in almost a year. Neither of us wanted to wait that long and it makes me worry that we won’t be able to get pregnant. I could reconcile myself to not having another baby if that is the way it has to be but I really don’t want to go through a year of trying and failing. We both really hate failing at anything including making a baby. Add to that the sadness of what Memorial Day is all about, the many veterans in my family who have passed and the fact that my Viking is serving and we are apart and you have a very depressed and upset Nympho for Memorial Day weekend. All things considered I did pretty damn good to get out of the house and not stay curled up with my furbabies crying all weekend. Although I had an hour massage today I feel like I need another one. I’ve been really busy since I decided to force myself out of hibernation and back into real life on Monday. Which is why I wanted to hibernate for a while to start with, I knew once I jumped back into the flow of life I would be swept away by it. Sometimes I just like to sit on the shore and watch it flow by me and be alone in my own world of feelings. There’s a lot to catch up on here at home. I’ve been trying to reconnect with family and friends to get gifts from Italy delivered. Parts of my family are not making me very happy to be home. I had a nasty message from my dad back on the 19th at 2am bitching at me about avoiding and ignoring him because he hadn’t heard from me in weeks. No shit dumb ass I’ve been in Italy on my damn honeymoon. You can’t ignore someone or avoid them when there’s only been one attempt to talk to them either. I called him back and left him a message telling him I didn’t know what the fuck his problem was but that I had just gotten back in from Italy the night before. I had no cell phone there and wouldn’t’ have called even if I had. I told him I would call him when I got back. I was back and calling him. He could call me back when he felt like it. He really fucking pushes my buttons. We were over there like 2 days before I left and told him I would be gone a few weeks and that I would call him when I got back. He is such a dick. My sister called me as soon as I was off the plane complaining about my pet sitter not doing what my sister thought she should and that I didn’t pay her enough for the house cleaning she did. I won’t even go into all the reasons for her bitch fest but the pet sitter was fine. Then there is the stress inducing drama that I can’t talk about here. I know you’re shocked that I don’t divulge all here but some things I can’t as much as I’d like to vent. I have my Viking and best GF’s to talk to and that’s a huge help. Hopefully this situation will resolve itself soon. I hate fighting and arguing. I’m hanging out with Capt. & Ms. SAH Friday as well as the new parents Scott & Deb and possibly Judi. Although frankly Judi is annoying the fuck out of me with her needy I miss you stuff after not contacting me for months. Seeing the new baby is going to be hard too but I’m excited about it. I’m trying to get back into some semblance of a work-out routine. I’m working on getting Lil Bit into various camps and other activities for the weeks that I have her now that we have worked out her summer schedule. She is already signed up for camp and is very excited about that. There are a couple of camps run by a local daycare center but I haven’t been able to get an answer on if they have any spaces open. They are only for 2 hours a day for 3 days a week but the price is reasonable and I can get her into 2. If I can’t get her into the local camp then she will only get to go for one other week to a camp in Columbus. Getting that summer schedule finalized also allowed me to start making plans for myself for the summer. I’m planning lots of girl time with my best GFs. I’m headed to Lulu-Land at the end of June for her summer party and a girls’ weekend and to the DC Blogger Bash that she organizes each year in August. CC & I are working on our plans. She’s graciously agreed to help me in my search for new Royal Consorts. For some strange reason I am getting lots of emails from intelligent sweet men in here neck of the state. Capt. SAH is leaving in Sept so I need to start looking for more surrogates now. She’s going to be my Royal Taste Tester! I’m really excited about this people…lol…My Viking has dubbed himself my Royal Court Jester for many months now because he is always making me laugh. Apparently I must really be a Royal bitch if they are both volunteering for Royal duty. I think ODB started this when he crowned me Queen of the Pygmy Fuckbeasts. So I officially have a Royal Jester and Tester. What other Royal positions should I look for? ..Lol… I’m kind of ambivalent about the whole looking for FWBs thing right now. Actually the truth is I’m not in the mood to play with anyone right now. I can’t have who I really want and I’d rather just do without right now. I know that will change in the near future which is why I know I need to start looking and laying ground work now. Looking when all I can think about is fucking that person’s brains out is not as productive or smart as looking now when I am much more objective about the people I meet. There’s also some guilt because I am able to play much more easily than my Viking right now. He’s all for me playing and would not want me feeling guilty but that only makes me feel guiltier…lol…. There is no short supply of guilt for me since I got home. The oldest of our furbabies is not doing real well. It appears that she suffered a mild stroke while I was gone. I’m sure the stress of both of us being gone for 21 days didn’t help with that or her recovery. She is doing as well as can be expected but I am worried about her and hate that I will have to leave again next week to head to the Viking homeland for a family wedding. All the fur and feather babies have needed lots of extra loves. I let the Danes sleep with me the first few nights and the girls slept on either side of the bed. Getting out of bed was dangerous in the dark…lol…I kicked them all out last night to try to get a good night sleep. I finally got out to check on the horses today. I have a new farrier lined up to come trim their hooves on Monday and it won’t come soon enough because Roanie has a huge crack with a bulge on the top of one hoof around the coronary band. Her front feet are obviously hurting her and I’m praying the trim helps alleviate that. I feel really bad that her feet are in such bad shape. I have been a bad mommy. I’m battling the biting flies on them and hoping the spot on fly meds will help. I’m also starting to formulate the idea for my next tattoo. Each of my tattoos has a very special meaning and represents major changes, events or periods of my life. I figure I have 2 big ones to get done in the next few years. I want one on each hip connecting my underwater reef to the horses and Celtic circle in back. My Viking is a whole new era of my life and us starting a family together will be the next era. I have one tattoo for each of my girls and will need one for our too. I know that I want a winged lion in one of them. I’m a Leo and that is the<b> symbol </font></b>of the region we are going to live in Italy plus the baby we lost would have been born a Leo. For the 1st time in my life I am strongly identifying with my zodiac<b> symbol </font></b>of the lion. I’m thinking of having the winged lion holding various objects in its mouth or claws. I don’t have anything relating to my Native American heritage so I want to incorporate that somewhere in one of the 2 pieces. It will take me a lot of research and drawings to get what I want but it will be another great piece when I’m done. I’m attaching another pic from our Italian HNW photo shoot. I haven’t been to bed yet so it is still Wed for me. I hope you enjoy. Take care my loving pervs and love each other well. I swear I am going to find time to start catching up on everyone’s blogs soon. Kisses, LeeAnn  Kisses, LA    |
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awsome photo, love it. Kisses
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ITALIA SHOES EHEHEH 
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Gawd that is some abrasive shit coming back from your trip Your feelings sound pretty normal. These things hurt. Hopefully the next normal thing happens and you adapt before long. Outstanding pic!! I volunteer to be a member of your court as superfine royal manwhore, OR let's go Game of Thrones on this shit and I can be 'Hand' of the Pygmy FuckBeast Queen  All are welcome to an audience with The Magnificent One oldirtybacchus
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Oh grrl, always so worried about me, and all this going on with you. Who doesn't lean on whom? Mmmmhhhmmmmm, I thought so... That being said, I like what Q wrote...just slide as gently as you can through the atmosphere, a soft landing is waiting. Ur.Grrl.CC 
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Sexy!!! Thank you LeeAnn!
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Guilt is not necessarily a bad thing darling... just shows you have feelings for your Viking. It's sweet! Love the photograph and the vintage feel of it! Wonderful!  Thoughts from the Garden...
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Let me start with...MY GOD YOU ARE FUCKING BEAUTIFUL...sorry, that was my outdoor voice, but it needed to come out. I just am so enthralled by how amazing you look...wow. When I am in Florida this winter I MUST meet you. Second, I am so sympathetic with your home life...but then you know what re-entry is like (in life silly, not the "other" kind) When you've been away there are definate re-entry pains when you come back. But you are one of the strongest women I know, and you can definately do it and rise above all these annoyances.
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Wow, so much to deal with after your trip to cloud 9. Sounds stressful to say the least. I love your tattoes and can't wait to see what you design next. You wear them well. Relax and enjoy!!! She broke your throne, she cut your hair, and from your lips she drew the Halleluljah. -Cohen
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mmmmm very nice
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I hope whatever it is you won't talk about figures itself out soon. Fighting is never fun.  There is nothing wrong with not feeling like playing with anyone right now. Heck I'm going through something similar. Only in my case it is because of a (one sided) break up. My libido was in a coma for nearly 3 weeks. It is coming back now, but like you said I can't be with the one I want, so if I did do it my heart might not be in it. As for Lulu wanting to be part of the "royal court" there has to be an advisory position for her. 
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I want to be part of the Royal Court...but I'm more of an administrator LOL. How does CIO translate into royal terms? LOL ***
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5/31/2012 1:17 am |
fuck me?
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