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Hey what do you want it Finishing my run my shorts cling to my body glistening with sweat. I remove my tank top and as I lift it over my head my nipples become aroused. I caress my torso brushing the sweat off of it and I can feel my own excitement to my touch. Walking inside the house and into my room I don’t bother to close my blinds as I untie and remove my shoes and socks then slowly pulling my shorts down as my shaft begins to tingle and fill with blood. Again caressing and running my hands all over my clean-shaven and sweaty body my cock begins to throb and bob up and down against my body as I am obviously becoming aroused. Standing there looking into the mirror across the room I slowly rub it’s head using the slippery sweat to stimulate it as I begin to grind my hips and go up and down as if dirty dancing from the floor to a standing position. Continuing to watch myself as I begin to squeeze and pull my cock slowly in my hands pulling it downward against my thighs. Soon it begins to glisten not with sweat but my own self-lubricant my pre-cum ooze. Now the pace continues as I stroke my dick and pull it up and down wish for a warm and inviting mouth or a warm juicy pussy to bury it into. Increasing my pace almost violently as my cock is becoming full and red from the friction of fucking my own hands. To say I’m horny is an understatement…I want sex now! I can feel my cum building at the base of my cock as my pace quickens still, rubbing my hands across my chest and around my ass wanting to fuck until I can hold back no longer. At first it spurts up and across the room hitting the floor with such force I can almost hear it hitting the wooden floor. It erupts for what seems like minutes until finally my hands, the head and shaft of my cock and the floor are covered in hot white lava. Standing there numb from my solo play looking first into the mirror and then out the window I see my neighbor. She has a blind stare and smile across her face as she obviously watched some of my show. How long was she there? It doesn't matter this wasn’t the first time. She is an<b> older woman </font></b>and with extra padding but I have teased her mercifully in the yard by the pool as I have seen her looking down from her bedroom window as I layout in the nude sometimes jacking off too. I know she has watched me make love before too sometimes by accident. Yet we have never spoken to each other I have motioned for her to come over before but this is usually met with an embarrassed fight to close the window. This time too as she looks at me she smiles nervously and then closes the blinds. I am a slut I guess, a tease…I love time with my girlfriends and others, still enjoying modeling on occasion especially in the nude, and I am an avid exhibitionist and nudist too. Don’t get me wrong I still function as a normal human being, owning a successful business, which allows me to live a comfortable life in an upscale neighborhood. Coaching which has been big for me for twenty years. Yet I have this other side, a lustful side not quite an addiction but maybe close. I have worked as a stripper in Honolulu for almost ten years and erotic model before moving to Southern California. I love sensuality and stimulating looking people and sometimes will take the chance to make them a reality not a conquest but something different better and rewarding for both. I am open minded and liberal and surprised almost daily at how close-minded and negative others can be. I feel it is fear. Must we attempt to label others who we don’t understand? Anyhow I am seeking an evaluation from any of you cyberspace physiologists. Do I need help? Am I truly a sex addict with an out of control addiction? Or is it that I am closer to being normal than most admit? Is it that most aren’t so open with their sexuality and feelings that it may appear on the surface that I am the one with a problem? I believe that I am an erotic being that may appear hyper sexed and who is confident and enjoys my own sexuality. Please let me know your thoughts. Oh and by the way don’t waste your energy sending me some condemning statement you’re not hurting me and just wasting your own energy. On the other hand if you were in Southern California I would enjoy meeting with anyone who shares my feeling either partially or completely. If you want to meet in person I am all for that. Yes I am also willing to pose for amateur photographers, I give great massages and I don’t mind most things BUT I will not help you cheat or breakup your relationships so unless you are single or truly in an open relationship lets just get off on line. I also am not into pain of any kind; I don’t give it and don’t want it. I give passion and pleasure and a mature understanding that our time may be brief or an on going friendship. With all this said I must admit that the hard on and the subsequent orgasm I achieve this morning was great and then to know she had watched part if not all of my solo show and incredible turn on which I took care of in the shower. Yes I do seek input or feedback from others but I am really getting sick of the negative crap that seems to seep in here. I truly wish you few narrow minded idiots would create your own site and go there and in the future maybe we could banish those others who seem to follow in your shit (oops I think I meant steps). Hey what do you want it’s Thursday!  |
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8/18/2005 1:24 pm |
I love reading your blogs and posts. You have the most vivid imagination. They are so detailed and discriptive I have no problem with picturing it in my mind. Who needs to watch a porn I would rather read one of your stories and use my imagination. I wish I was your neighbor. Are you an addict? Don't know, are you able to refuse sex. Say if maybe you feel it's not safe or for any other reason. I've known people with other addictions and they usually can't say no even if they feel their lives are in danger. As long as it doesn't become a priority over family and or work,I wouldn't worry about it. That's My nonprofessional opinion. Rock on Sgt.
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8/19/2005 8:23 am |
Oh man.... SGT - i love your writing! i completely agree with the sexy rockbabe2005. your imagination and thoughtfulness in description is a gift. KEEP IT CUMMING so i can keep cumming!!! as for your question of addiction, i would say probably no, you are not addicted. clearly you are very highly-sexed (just like me...). but i also think that you are very highly evolved in that you recognize what pleases you, and you are not afraid of it. in fact you willingly embrace it which is also a glorious gift. too many "regular" people are fearful of their sexuality, not because it may be viewed as "off" or "deviant" but just out of fear of being caught enjoying sex... i think this is true especially for some women. after all, through the ages, women have been programmed to just be still and allow the man (her husband) to take her body and be finished with The Deed.... almost like it was a chore or her DUTY. that shit has stayed with us on some awful cellular level, at least for some. we live in a twisted conflicting society where sex is literally EVERYWHERE, but still is a big no-no (which is why you get so much negativity). you can look, but you will be damned for ever if you touch. and because this stupid see-saw of sex, people are conflicted by their own sexual needs. there are of course some exceptions. i would say the vast majority of us here on FriendFinder-x collectively seem to not really give a shit about what people have to say about us, we gonna have some fun, dammit. Boy, i hope your neighbor will come out of her shell and let you touch her, maybe lick her a little... she doesn't have to fuck you! that's what i want to hear about!! that kind of shyness is sexy to me in a woman! oh well, sweetie... Happy Hunting!
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