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Live score update - Comedy 1 , Tragedy 99,632,490,1004
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Live score update - Comedy 1 , Tragedy 99,632,490,1004 Posting on consecutive days ? Horribly gauche I know , but sometimes I feel like blogging is like confession , its pointless and meaningless but it kind of makes you feel better . Kind of . And also you're generally sitting down when you do it , also like confession . And you can't see the person who's "listening" . I've always known (well not always but I figured it out) that I'm a terrible person and sadly I've made my peace with that fact because I don't know how to change (and I'm not sure I want to which is the worst of all) but recent events have forced me to wonder if I'm literally evil . It all began yesterday at a Magic tournament (the source of much evil) . Before we get all serious , I have to mention it was a two-headed giant format , which should make me think of this ;  But instead always (often) makes me think of this ;  Which really doesn't make a lot of sense . Did your filter get that one CharlyB ? Anyway , so this dude brought his girlfriend to the tournament which is literally insane . If you're the kind of dude who goes to Magic tournament and you have a woman you should be counting your fucking lucky stars , not reminding her how she could do much better . Its the same with D & D by the way , I remember years ago one of my buddies brought his (then) girlfriend (now wife) to one of our sessions and he was soundly ridiculed by all . Anyway (part 2) back to yesterday , this chick was obviously bored almost literally to tears - I mean I love Magic and I would rather have by balls nipped off by a leaping killer whale than watch anyone play Magic for more than 2 minutes . Did I mention these tournaments are usually 6-7 hours long ? Once every 8-11 months I feel sympathy for another human being and once every 7-9 years I act on these feelings . So while the dude was still playing one of his matches and I was waiting for the next round I started up a conversation with this young lady . Not that talking to me is any great treat but it has to be better than staring dully at some nerdy ass shit you couldn't care less about . Also it was less of a conversation and more of me listening to her vent about how pissed she was at her boyfriend for bringing her (and in general) . I tried to lighten the mood with a few of my "jokes" but she wasn't having any of it . Anyway , in fairly short order it seemed like she started giving off the vibe which usually I ignore because I assume I'm wrong - who would vibe on me ? - but in this case I felt like I immediately had to abort the operation and flee for the hills . Why ? This chick was 19 years old folks . Now , as I've mentioned before I fully acknowledge the fact that I am a hypocrite . I often hurl verbal barbs and physical rocks at dudes who lust after young ladies , and said ladies who like filthy older men (although I use smaller rocks , and smaller words) but I have no problem with an<b> older woman </font></b>and younger man . When I was in my twenties I dated a lady who was late 30s early 40s for three years - it was awesome . All she wanted to do was hump , watch TV and play tennis . She had shit to do in the morning man , she didn't want to "go out" . Maybe I'm fooling myself (I'm good at that) but a young dude and a older lady just seems different to me than the reverse . It does seem like anyone is being "used" in that scenario , at least not in a way they don't want to be . And yes , anyone who's read my blog for a long time (HA ! ) knows that a couple years back I did date a lady who was 9 years younger than me for a while . And yes that is the only woman I felt like maybe I was in love with , but we all know how that turned out . See that's funny because I doubt anyone reading this knows how that turned out . Anyway (part 3) the point is I don't dig on gross hairy old men (like me) perving on . That shit aint in the Bible . What's that ? Its actually all over the place in the Bible ? Huh . The Point is (part 2) that its wrong . So when she said to me , halfway kidding but also trying to gauge my response "You should take me in the back and show me how a real man treats a woman" I should have been horrified and appalled . And not just because she wanted my disgusting buddy flopping awkwardly against her own , also on moral grounds (which would be a good name for a conflict-free coffee place) . And also not because that's a really corny come-on either . But I wasn't . I actually thought "maybe I should" after I got done thinking "has anyone ever in the history of mankind gotten busy at a Magic tournament ?" Now whether or not I did go down on her in the storeroom of a comic book store and then penetrate her 19 year old vagina with my 36 year old dick is not really relevant - the fact is that I considered it . And that troubles me greatly . I believe that people get more fucked up as they get older and I worry about what kind of person I'm going to be in the future . If I consider an offer to sex up a 19 year old now what am I going to be like when I'm 46 ? Or 56 ? It just seems like after a certain point in your life nothing great happens anymore , just things that freak you out . I'm hoping maybe its a bell curve through and I'm at or near the peak now and things will begin settling down soon . But you know what they say about hope .  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Do all German girls have such awesome tits? Jeebus, every time I see a girl from Germany, she's got massive whoppers. Just curious....
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I'd be more troubled if you DIDN'T consider it!
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It seems pretty normal to me, for a 36 year old guy to think about it (especially when it seems like the 19 year old is actually offering it up! yikes!). I recently read the book Sex at Dawn, which was pretending to be all anthropological and shit, but in reality just turned out to be an extended apologia for older men who want to get down with younger women. So, if you'd like a pseudo-biological rationale for your "evil" feelings, check it out. I can definitely agree with your opinion that older woman, younger guy, is OK though    
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Oh, lighten up. You're a guy. Of course you considered it. It doesn't mean you're a pervert. Does that make you sad? And no, my filter did not catch that one either. I think you're doing this on purpose. Do you know how to do magic tricks? Because if so you're only a chocolate factory and a private island away from being my Ideal Person. (Yes, I know what my profile says. Everything else is negotiable. Oh and I think I wrote card tricks not magic tricks and really I should have said and/or. And no that's not a proposal - I know I'm too old for you. I'm only commenting.) *[blog charleyb223]*
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It is strange, not to mention a little rude, not to consider sex when offered.
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