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A Big Weekend of Personal Growth. Hurrah!
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A Big Weekend of Personal Growth. Hurrah! Whoa...where'd the time go? I gotta run for a meeting soon but I started on this earlier and I'll try to finish it quick. Important moment for me here  I had an....interesting weekend. A real moment of growth here. I went out with the fiance and two of his friends on Friday evening. One of which I've sort of had a thing for for the longest time. No, I've never acted on it. But there have been a little flirting here and there. In the past, when we meet up, the flirting usually gets a little more overt when the fiance's not around. As in, when he steps away for brief moments. This has been going on for awhile now. I didn't think much of it in the beginning but I've also gotta admit I've been playing my part in it. The fact that I've always thought he was quite hot might have played a part in it. But anyhow.So, on Friday evening, when we met up, everything was fine. There was a little banter here and there but I kept it more in the neutral zone, if you know what I mean. Then the fiance stepped away for awhile, and he started complimenting my dress, etc. Another friend was present as well, so it wasn't too overt. But every time my fiance stepped away, he'd asked if we were okay, and say something about how I looked, and what I was wearing. I thanked him for the compliments, and was very careful picking my reactions, making sure I wasn't reciprocating. To the point when we were alone for a very brief moment, and he started asking about my underwear. I was a little taken aback, and he must have saw my reaction, and quickly mentioned that he's looking for something sexy for his girlfriend. I thought it was an attempt at a cover up, so I let that go and we were talking a little about what he could get. I'm quite pleased at myself for being very careful to not flirt back this time round. Then, on Saturday evening, I met an ex boyfriend of mine from a few years ago. We didn't end on a sour note so we've been quite close ever since. We chat quite a bit, and keep in constant contact through email, and even texting each other. He's been posted overseas so aside from chatting, I haven't seen him in about a year. In the past, every time we meet, we'd always end up back in his hotel room, or back at my place. The sex aside, we're still fairly good friends. Just so happens we enjoy the sex part too  So Saturday evening, I met him and we went to the beach, had a picnic and hung out til it was dark. It was nice catching up and I had a pretty good time. As we packed up and left, he asked if he could come over. I told him he could, and I also mentioned that my fiance would be there. He joked as said he wasn't quite ready for a threesome and suggested we'd head back to his hotel to lounge in the pool. As much as I would have liked to, I actually declined. Yeah. Can you believe that?I told him my fiance's only starting to warm to my current group FWBs, I'd rather not push it. We (the fiance and  did agree on a rule that I'd tell him, at the very least, who it was that, If and when, I'd have fun with. He'd want to know. Fair enough. I didn't prep him for this meeting with my ex, so I'd keep it....non-physical. For now. So there. Two moments of self control and making (what I think is) the right decision, all in one large weekend of personal growth. Ha! Who'd have thought
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good for you 
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Respect. 😇
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Engaged & Still Dating. PartyGal got it going on! Tryin to keep "rockin"
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Love your blogs ! Keep up the good works...and the dating ofc  !
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Hi baby, Your breasts are so very wonderful and I would love to suck them
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GOOD
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