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STAGE 1?
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STAGE 1? Sometimes I feel... Many people are just making use of each other.... In various different ways.... I know, I know.... This view can be quite pathetic and pessimistic in certain ways, but... I just can't help it if I think? I mean it's really not a sad view right? Just how this world is and how people work alot of the time.... Sometimes you make use of people... Other times people make use of you... Mutual usage.... Blah blah blah...? Strange. Praises are really losing its power on me.... I mean previously I'm already not much moved by such, but there's still a part of me which would naturally feel better when I sometimes receive this... Seems like this part of me is quickly diminishing now. I'm actually happy for how the day went today. I mean I'm not exactly THAT HAPPY like this...  But I am glad....? Meeting friends, enjoying game, having enough rest... Everything pretty much went cool for the day. Something which have not happened for quite a while I suppose? Sometimes it's such a simple day which makes you feel contented.... Come to think of it, it might be worth that smile afterall....? I think I should be smiling more often as people often comment that I look so much better when I smile.... .....  Now each night I sleep, I shall wish for tomorrow to be a happy day as well. It's really one of the most worthy things to live for in life....? I've been feeling hungry and eating quite alot lately. I think it's the fact that I've been working out much.... Wonder if I'll really grow fat if I stop working out but continue to eat this much.... A scary thought which I would not wanna invoke in too much for now... Much of things which I actually wish to do, but it seems TIME... is not really on my side.... This I can't, that I can't it's quite sian....  I like the way things are now to an extent though...? All FRESH and READY to GO!
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I'm afraid if it's really gonna happen, it shall be after that..?  Shall keep myself 'ok' for now though...?
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