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Blogs > 8inAlpharetta > Stranger in a strange land

lonely vs. being a lone  

8inAlpharetta 53M
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6/5/2009 1:27 am
lonely vs. being a lone

Its 4am and I can't sleep so as I lay naked in bed just a quick post.
Two thoughts

1) eating a whole order of falafel while tasty inflates the tummy and keeps you up.
2) last night was the first time ever, as in my whole life I went to a strip club on my own as in by myself without<b> meeting friends </font></b>there, I went with multple reasons but none of them was self pity or the act of 'being that lonely' guy those with their high so high as they pontificate about others and how much better they are than those of their subject matter.

So since the garbonzos have me up I ponder..being lonely vs being a lone. Note I said a lone not alone, as their too I see a difference. I mean didi have a goal last night and it wasn't go to the strip club, my goal was to take the bike on its first long ride I.e. more than 5 miles so the 15 to the club worked. Next the club is often listed as a biker friendly bar which in fact I can say everyone from the valets to the bouncers definatly demonstrated. Lastly my boy like crush on Asia, yes I know stripper crushes are pointless but, hey fuck it, she has the almond eyes my brain seeks right now ...so off I went and now that its in the past and I look back I realize I enjoyed one thing, the fact that the whole thing was enjoyable for one main reason, I got to do it alone. Yes solomnness is comfortable, fact is it always has been, I know this makes me very incompatible with co-dependents. But only after they make it apparent.

No the best part of last night was that I wasn't bored the whole night, I wasn't sitting at home and I didn't have to worry about what others were doing.

And I met a hot latina black girl mix of just finished her mba, heh yeah I know...I guess the modern stripper is no longer putting herself 'through med school' now their out, in the job field! But hey she asked for job advice with real topical questions so I indulged in what may have been fantasy or may have actully been a beautiful caramel woman working through life, we will see if it counts for anything she almost walked away forgetting to let me pay for my bar dance, yeah definatly a good act,

Or was it?



Thoughts from the strip club will be posted at a later time, this was introspection from around the strip club time.

Peace everyone,
8nA

Ps I tapped this out on the g1, so no spelling check today

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