253 posts 1/24/2009 4:31 pm
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An explanation of Evil...
Frozen with Evil!
Everyone has evil and good in them even though we won't admit it. Sometimes doing something evil makes us believe that we have the power to be stronger than others. Not True!!!
The only time that evil will stop is when horror occurs to the person committing the evil acts. Like a , the evil person will continue with their evil acts until forgiven by someone who whose love they didn't earn.
Through evil, when one has been tortured, you bury yourself from the world wishing it was lined like a vault and crouch away from prying eyes like a zombie, hoping you are invisible. I should know...
I feel guilty and my flesh burns with humiliation from the memory of the evil acts. It is strange though, I forgive those evil people for they are filled with darkness and may have suffered in their lives too hence feeling the need to make others feel their pain by being evil.
As angry as I feel I am still filled with love and let it wash over me like an ocean to cleanse me of the evil. I cry myself to sleep to drown out the fear and pain that was bestowed on me hence evil will not win!!
I wouldn't be myself if I didn't feel the pain that twists inside my heart.
Redemption is my host to overcome my ordeal and so my life begins afresh!!!
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Life is not measured by the amount of breathes we take, but by the amount of moments it takes our breath away. Life is too short to hold grudges! Beverley xxx
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1/24/2009 4:51 pm
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cool...
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1388 posts 1/24/2009 4:57 pm |
Thank you angel 
Life is not measured by the amount of breathes we take, but by the amount of moments it takes our breath away. Life is too short to hold grudges! Beverley xxx
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45446 posts 1/24/2009 5:01 pm |
Just be real,but except reality!
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1388 posts 1/24/2009 6:11 pm |
This is reality love, I don't know how else to express my feelings and this seems to be the only place I can do it but I will take your advice. Thank you
Life is not measured by the amount of breathes we take, but by the amount of moments it takes our breath away. Life is too short to hold grudges! Beverley xxx
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1/24/2009 6:27 pm
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ik ben man 39 jaar,ik woon in Amsterdam.
hoe kan ik kenniesmaken met je,
ik heb donker haar en bruin gezicht.
groetjes
06-44765092
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1/25/2009 2:20 am
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beverly this blog is real from the heart of you
it is a all day wrestling of the mind
but at the end love wins
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1388 posts 1/25/2009 7:22 am |
Quoting daisyrabbit:
beverly this blog is real from the heart of you
it is a all day wrestling of the mind
but at the end love wins
Thank you for your kind words. You are right. I'm a person who has lots of love to give and am very forgiving but never forget the pain caused by people who hurt me. I've forgiven the ones who caused me pain but I can't forget because I live with the painful memory of that day. Love does win because it will always be stronger than evil. Lots of love
Life is not measured by the amount of breathes we take, but by the amount of moments it takes our breath away. Life is too short to hold grudges! Beverley xxx
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125 posts 1/28/2009 7:11 am |
Dear Forbidden Lover, your email has given me a spark of happiness on a cold day. I want to be able to comfort you so you don't have to cry yourself to sleep. I'll look out for you chatting in the evening, or you can write a note on my blog, then we can plan when to meet. As my signature says: signed with a hug, sealed with a kiss, and delivered with a loving heart.
Signed with a hug Sealed with a kiss and Delivered with a beating heart 
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1388 posts 1/28/2009 1:27 pm |
Quoting kayarxxx2:
ik ben man 39 jaar,ik woon in Amsterdam.
hoe kan ik kenniesmaken met je,
ik heb donker haar en bruin gezicht.
groetjes
06-44765092
Mijn nederlands is slecht maar ik sal probeer bellen as u wilt! Knuffels
Life is not measured by the amount of breathes we take, but by the amount of moments it takes our breath away. Life is too short to hold grudges! Beverley xxx
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1388 posts 1/28/2009 1:32 pm |
Quoting KiwiUpNorth:
Dear Forbidden Lover, your email has given me a spark of happiness on a cold day. I want to be able to comfort you so you don't have to cry yourself to sleep. I'll look out for you chatting in the evening, or you can write a note on my blog, then we can plan when to meet. As my signature says: signed with a hug, sealed with a kiss, and delivered with a loving heart.
Thank you so much. You brought a smile to my face reading this. I'll do my best to be online most evenings when my son isn't using the pc since it his and mine was taken from me in RSA. Thank you for caring!!!
Life is not measured by the amount of breathes we take, but by the amount of moments it takes our breath away. Life is too short to hold grudges! Beverley xxx
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1388 posts 1/28/2009 1:51 pm |
Well thank you sir!! Take care xxx
Life is not measured by the amount of breathes we take, but by the amount of moments it takes our breath away. Life is too short to hold grudges! Beverley xxx
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