253 posts 3/31/2009 6:27 am
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How much you mean to me...
When you think you know someone well enough, you never forget them ever!
I chatted with a yank in the Euro room in the old days and still remember how charming and humorous he was.
To me he was a smart man with gentle habits that any women could not resist.
All this time I never realized just how much of my heart he took when I had already gave it to him without question.
The emotions I felt would not let me tell you how much you really meant to me.
I rather you believed that I never loved you because of the pain and agony I may have caused you if I had told you and let you see just how much pain I was suffering.
I couldn't let my burden be your burden.
It was all because of me and I didn't want to hurt you again. I never wanted to hurt you because I did love you always.
The main reason I never told you was so you could forget me and spare you of the pain and hurt and all the agony it would have caused.
It was my fault for all the rough times I've faced because of my stupid emotions. I should become a forgotten memory myself.
I know I still shouldn't think these thing, but I do.
All I would like to say for now and you can think for yourself what the hidden meaning is " You hold my heart but it was always yours, then and now still ".
You called me beautiful and that always made me feel weak at the knees. Now, you know just how much you mean to me!!!
I love you...
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Life is not measured by the amount of breathes we take, but by the amount of moments it takes our breath away. Life is too short to hold grudges! Beverley xxx
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3/31/2009 6:21 pm
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Feeling the words being expressed is wonderful and yet when you feel weak in the knees that can be exceptional. 
My4biddenLover replies on 4/2/2009 4:18 pm:
I find your words very comforting. Something about how you express yourself to me draws me closer to wanting get to know you in a way I never thought I would say to anyone in this forum but you are exceptional. Thank you for letting me feel positive about myself again. Love always xxx. |
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4/2/2009 4:29 pm
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What a heartfelt story!!
Beautiful...!!
My4biddenLover replies on 4/2/2009 4:35 pm:
Thank you Gorgeous Lady. I just love how sweet and kind you are in every way possible. Stay Happy and beautiful as you are! |
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