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Blogs > Red_Anhedonia > My OWN Selfish Thoughts.

I think...  

Red_Anhedonia 46F
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1/4/2013 11:11 pm
I think...
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goodatpoetry2 74M
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1/5/2013 12:36 am

 Dump him...


anastasia666 46F
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2231 posts
1/5/2013 1:59 am

 Red,

Hang in there..we've all been there..You can get through this. I know I did and others too. If we can, you can.

Wishing you Peace, light and happiness,

Things will get better..

Ana6


I done made the devil a deal
He made me pretty
He made me smart


anastasia666 46F
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2231 posts
1/6/2013 3:19 am
    Quoting Red_Anhedonia:
    There is nothing to dump. I guess that's part of the problem. Thanks for your well wishes.

    I know I'll get past this, I know I will. But, I am just so tired of being so lonely and alone all the time. I am tired of lies and manipulations. Just tired.

    It'll get better, and I will feel better, it's just the waiting and trying.
Hello Red,

You are welcome for my comment. I know you can make it through this all. I know exactly what you are feeling. When we care deeply we can lose sight of ourselves and just think of our " One " and when they leave, what is left for Us ? It took me quite awhile to figure that out for myself. I woke up one day after endless lies, promises, separations, screams to tell myself.." I am tired of being sad and tired"..I got up, moved on and never looked back. I believe you can do the same hon.

Do not wait anymore to be Happy..or fulfilled by anyone else..DO that for yourself. Buy yourself something you always wanted...visit someplace you've never been..reconnect with old friends..BLOG your heart/pain out..Start some project or hobby you were always interested in but never had time for. The Time now is YOU time..turn it into Me Time and soon the sadness, the tears and the waiting..will all be behind you.

Hugsss,

Ana6


I done made the devil a deal
He made me pretty
He made me smart


Darkredwalls 49M  
22 posts
4/20/2013 9:38 pm

 Hi - I don't know you, but I read some of your posts and can empathize. I hope you're feeling better - you seem like a very smart individual who has a lot figured out, but sometimes it just takes a while for all the pieces to come together at the same time - especially after a huge life change.


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