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Blogging Blues... Beng Monday...and being off work for the day, you'd think I would have lots of time to compose endless blogs...and while I ran around all day doing errands I was thinking of the time when I would sit down here and write something...hmmmmmmm....and now that that time has come...here I sit with nothing in my head...which by the way is not all that unusual...what to do, what to do??? I had several good blog ideas on Saturday and Sunday, all of which have departed my brain it seems...it never fails, eh? You get this great idea and even start composing when you can't possibly write it down or get yourself to a computer...And then when you can its gone, vanished, flown the coop, obliterated from your mind...sigh... And there's no one online to talk to..., no one to inspire me, just alone...again...sigh... So...what to do??? Well, I thought to myself...I could go to the mall and watch people and write about that?? Should take me half an hour or so to get enough material to rush back home and fill a page or two?? So off I go... At the mall, LOTS of people there...goodness, is it a holiday?? Does everyone have today off?? Ok...notepad out, sitting casually on a bench near the lingere store...  ... Well you never know when some beatiful woman might come out clutching a bag of fresh purchased naughty underwear...Anyway...its a starting place...So I look at people, jot down some notes in my opened book (so as not to appear too odd)...I am pretending to be one of those husbands payiently waiting for his wife to finish shopping so we can get the hell out of here...lol...it is a good ruse, and acceptable for the security guards...if anyone asks I'm making notes on the book I am reading in preparation for reviewing it at the next book club meeting...as an aside...have you ever been a part of a book club?? I realize they are a dying breed, but I used to do that and found it quite fun...of course we were a radical book club that only looked at wild and crazy stuff...but it was fun... Back to people watching...You know I have done this before and I am noticing something...either I'm getting much pickier in my old age or the general crop of shoppers is quite a bit less attractive than they used to be...One time I sat in a similar place and counted the number of women who walked by who I would definately find fuckable...the number after 40 minutes was very high...but today it is quite the opposite...hmmm?? I wonder if because I have started a relationship with a woman I think is my ideal match for my circumstances has anything to do with it?? To be honest since we have met, started talking, emailing and so forth I have been noticeably less interested in the rest of the women in the world...that is a fascinating thought...The curbiture of the male sex drive once he's been captured by the "right" female...another big HMMMMM???? Ok, back to the crop at hand...oh my!! Now there's a very lovely lady...much too young for me but...long blond hair, very straight, shoulder length or a bit longer, pretty face, thin, very small waist, long legs clad in skin tight black tights, short dress of striped colours (red, white and blue no less), Silky top of white colour and ankle high boots. I'd say she's maybe 26. She is well proportioned though not overly large in the breast area, but certainly nothing to complain about...she's going into the lingere store...mmmm, would I like to see her model a few things...OK!! Stop that!! No looking at women younger than my oldest ...Rules Quixy Rules!! The next seven women who walk by are the exact opposite to the blonde...no in hair color but in size...Goodness!! Some of these women definately need a dress coach!! OMG!! You should not wear<b> spandex </font></b>when you weigh over 300 pounds!!! I shall avert my eyes...(before they are forever tainted) HA ha ha...God I am such a pig!! Several men in suits roam by...its almost as if they are trolling for women...lol...guys!! Its 3 PM on a Monday afternoon!!! Relax...Mind you they were well dressed and if I were into men (Don't ever go there!!!!) they are quite good looking...Did I mention I am borderline homophobic?? I actaull have been in a couple of MFM's and it was very difficult to avoid contact and the revulsion that comes with actually touch a naked man...sorry, true confession here...God I wonder if I can ever get past that...I find those MFM situations extremely sexy until I brush up against the other guy accidentally...then I have to really work on myself not to throw up...but I do like to watch when he fucks the woman we're with...wierd eh?? The last time I was very proud of myself in that I didn't run screaming from the room when we were both inside her and because of the proximity we were obviously in contact...I kept focusing on the woman and I was able to maintain my composure...but it was not a comfortable situation...I know!! I am quite the ass...sigh....sorry...more true confessions... Oh here comes the blonde from the lingere store...goodness she's pretty...and she bought three bags of stuff there! Oh oh...she's coming over to my bench...Yikes...she sits at the other end while I craftily pretend not to notice...she looks at me and says something..."Excuse me?" "Yes," I answer..."Do you know what time it is?" I'm wearing a watch and she has none...lol...she is obviously a keen observer...lol..."Yes," I say..."Its 3:30" She gives me a very beautiful smile and says thanks...now of course she has made contact and she proceeds to keep chatting...sigh...I must be the fatherly type...she is quite friendly and its like she is talking to her Dad or an uncle or something. "I can't get over how inexpensive things are in that store!" She holds up her bag. "They just slashed their prices I guess and I was lucky enough to find a few things"...Lady, you have three bags full of stuff!! You didn't find a FEW things, you bought out the store!! Your boyfriend or husband, or both is going to be very happy till he figures out the bill.... "Oh, really?" I smile putting my book down in mock annoyance...one must be polite after all..."What did you buy?" I figure this will shut her up, but NOOOOOOO...its like I'm some long lost relative who she has found and has a mutual interest in naughty lingere with...goodness!! "Well," she starts," I badly needed a few new bras, and I found some very nice ones just my size." (My dear, you were the type of girl Victoria's Secret was made for...of course its your size!!) "And I also bought a couple of naughty things 'cause they were on sale!" She beems at me with a very self satisfied look on her face...then of course she realizes what she's just said...to a complete stranger...30+ years older than her!!!...and she blushes a very delightful shade of bright pink...hee hee... "Oh, I'm so sorry," she gasps, " I have no idea why I just said that!! You just seem so easy to talk to." I mock uncomfortability and shift my posture somewhat...my face feels warm so I am sure I am blushing a bit...though obviously not like she is...she moves down the bench closer and begs my forgiveness... " I must apologize," she begins, " I'm sure if your wife came along right then she would have been very upset with me..." I assure her its ok, that my wife is a very understanding woman, and that she trusts that I am a perfect gentleman... She is flustered at her own behaviour and I know now that she is way beyond her depth. She has no idea why she came over and sat beside me, she is uncomfortable and trapped because she has done something very unusual for herself. She stammers out a few more words and gets up to leave. I tell her I am not at all put out and if she'd like to wait till whoever she's waiting for comes by I m fine with that. She looks at me awkwardly and sits back down...the conversation drifts to the weather, the state of the world and so forth. She regains her composure and relaxes...She tells me that I really should go to the store and buy something for my wife, because the prices are so good...I laugh and tell her I am not allowed to do that (a lie) because I have awful taste. She smiles and nods...seems her husbad does too...she relates how he went to sex store and bought her some things that she was very embarrased about. (Who is this woman and why is she saying these things to me???) I tell her that men are very tunnel vision aflicted when it comes to sexy things...they imagine their wives or girlfriends in something and impulsively buy it. She nods and says that some of the things he bought her were just not the sort of thing she would ever wear...she'd rather just wear nothing...Of course this remark illicits yet another round of blushing and apologies...I can't help it...I'm laughing now...this young woman must have absolutely no inhibitions when it comes to talking to older men...lol...and several seconds later she confirms it in her apology... "I'm really sorry," she says, " I just don't know why I say stuff like that. I have no inhibition when it comes to talking to older men." Again I laugh...that is too funny...now if I didn't have that rule..... She is completely red from blushing and I try to calm her down. Fortunately she recovers quickly for in a minute her BIG and Very Burly Husband come strolling up...Gawd...he's like 6'8" and all muscle...Good thing I have that RULE...lol. She sits her husband down and tells him too about the sale...His back is towards me so he acn't see my voracious smile...then, bless her little heart, she shows him some of her purchases...OMG!!!!!!! My imagination is taken for quite the rise as she shows him what she has bought...I can imagine in detail what she would look like wearing some of these things...Woo Hoo...I almost get the feeling that she's showing them to me as much as to him and I catch her smiling at me as he tells her they should go home and she can model them forhim...Lucky man!!! She stuffs her purchases back into her bags and gets up to leave. She looks at me and she says goodbye and thanks for chatting and then they leave. Well that's it!! I have blog material now...so I rush home...not to mention I ned to relieve a certain part of my anatomy that she has caused to swell...sigh... So what started out bleak, ended up a blog...lol...I do like going to the mall..... |
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maybe she just felt some sort of attraction to u love u seem like the sort of person that people can open up and talk too. i have to say i love to people watch too, can really make me laugh!!! sounds like u had a lot of fun lol big hugs xoxoxoxo Life is what we make it, so let's make it good!!!  come visit my blog bettiebear Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but the moments that take our breath away.     
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She must not have a shy bone in her body. I would never talk to a strange man like that. (not tha you are in any way stranage!) "Don't cry because it's over; smile because it happened." 
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