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Fury Within My Mind
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Fury Within My Mind I would like to be able to say I always have full control of where my mind goes and that my thoughts of you were only passing, playful, fanciful and fleeting, but that simply would not be the truth. Not today it wouldn\'t; I have thought of little else but you. It was as if you were here, with me, in the flesh, inside this coherent cogent consciousness with your delicate dexterous digits decisively directing my desires to only you. I should have never pulled you close, held you tightly and kissed your lips; today it was my undoing, my unraveling, my destruction, my torment. From that moment on, I was no more than one of your spoils. It isn\'t fair really, not to me. With you inducing such a burning hunger inside my soul and then sending me off to a day with no nourishment. You cruelly tease with the sweet alluring taste of your lips and then you leave me to frantic wanting as an addict in desperate need of another fix. You momentarily and maliciously tempt with the warm gratifying sensations that emanate from your soft feminine form and then alone I\'m sent off again to shiver in the coldness of the day. You briefly shower with the affectionate illumination radiating from your aura, and then for countless hours on end I\'m plunged into utter darkness. As a world torn asunder, I am laid to waste; sadistically ripped apart at its equator with its polar fields left misaligned and without clear direction. Both northern and southern hemispheres are powerlessly off center, orbiting diverse paths. As my body has been set to the tasks of this day, my true yearning has been out blindly seeking after you as one lost in the stifling heat of a torrid desert. For me there has been no terrestrial equilibrium, no balance to be had, no structural soundness, only this bog of quicksand oozing about me, threatening to pull me under and into its murky mire, to be forever swallowed whole. But then, I must also confess and be totally outright honest here, this day has not been without some solace, some satisfaction, and some pleasures. Those thoughts, those ideas and notions of you have not all been entirely chaste and pure. Amuck is where my mind tends to wander off to if left to its own accord, its own devices. There is this primal animalistic urge and shameless craving that I feel building from somewhere within that mindset you routinely incite in me; tainted, errant, illicit, lustful and passionate. I am nothing more than a mortal man; I make no excuse for those things you purposely stir up within this male structure. Those carnal things that brazenly show in my flesh, raised by the fuel stacked upon the inferno already ablaze there. You have only yourself to hold accountable; I am innocent in all of this. It has now gone well beyond my humanly infirm ability to manage or control at this stage. As The Hunter, I will not only seek you as my prey, but I will find you. When the odd pieces of my world reunite and collide with yours in what is sure to be a cataclysmic explosive event, I will then have my way, make no mistake about it. I will leave you ravaged, spent, utterly exhausted and completely ruined for anyone but me. You have been tried, found guilty and judgment now awaits you. Remember, you will have only yourself to blame for the consequences you will justly receive for your actions; I am Judge, Jury and Sentencer. As a leaf driven helplessly before and by a mighty wind, know this, I will possess you and then consume you; I am your Wind... But perhaps, this too was all part of your mischievously veiled intent from the very beginning... H.  MOOD: SHAMELESS Horny4770 |
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1/30/2009 3:21 pm |
That is absolutely beautiful!!!!!!!! Butterflies are free...so am I
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i do hope you let her read this  amazing, simply amazing.
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Grand Lady gets the best but if only I was in the dock I would take whatever punishment came my way. Sorry, I know you married but a woman can't help wishing  Take care Mr Charmer. I missed you while I was away.
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That was a beautiful read first thing on a cold Tuesday morning ..warmed the soul had lost your blog in the FriendFinder-x reshuffle!..have added you again...hugs xxx  In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life. It goes on. x
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