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Saturday Morning Pondering
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Saturday Morning Pondering I've been up and around for hours now. I've been trying map out my Saturday but have yet get much accomplished other than getting my bed made. My high school friend did not want get together last night for dinner. I was surprised that I had such mixed emotions about it. I was disappointed because I do enjoy talking to him about not only the past but how we're approaching life here and now. I enjoy the adult conversation and company even though I'm trying to figure out the sexual aspect of the relationship. I was okay with him not coming over because I could get several errands done as well as map out my weekend and food/meals. I could relax and fall asleep on the sofa if I wanted because when he is coming over I run around trying to straighten the place up to where I think it is presentable. It's just a mixed bag of emotions when I<b> received </font></b>that "maybe some other time." I know he has a life and he's got do his own thing. When we are able get together, I need to enjoy it and not force anything. What am I afraid of???? I've been doing some extreme adulting this past work week as I have decided to see if I qualify for a Home Equity Loan or Heloc. I still haven't closed on the sale of my deceased husband's land down in southeastern Oklahoma and right now it's looking like sometime at the end of August and maybe not until September before that deal will close. At least I'm hoping that's when it will finally be completed and I can close that chapter. The sale of the farm still has me questioning whether or not I should really sell it and then the voices of reason jump in...yes, I'm a big head case right now!! lol Anyway, I don't know if I will qualify but I'm jumping through all the hoops and rounding up all the documents that are required to do this deal.. We'll see, it's keeping me busy both physically and mentally. I'm hoping to get out on the patio and repot a bunch of my patio plants that have outgrown their currernt pots or their current pots are crumbling. It's supposed to be a July scorcher today so I'll have to pace myself due to the heat. Have a great Saturday and a great weekend!!! Pleasure's a sin, and sometimes sin's a pleasure... - Lord Byron, Don Juan |
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Hummm, well that is not encouraging news on your HS friend. Rest assured if I lived closer you won't need to wonder if I wanted to come spend time with you - vanilla - or serving Mistress E for that matter! Best wishes on all the adulting stuff - not really fun, but it needs to be done. Flashback Friday Volume 1 SemiPublic Sex Underwear, on HNW The Incredible Sinking Blogs [post 3312759] My Private Blog - Tell Me ALL Your Secrets
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