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Saturday, August 1st
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Saturday, August 1st I'm sitting here sipping my cup of coffee, watching an early morning news program and trying line up all the projects I'm thinking I want tackle today. The temperatures are freaking amazing for this time of year, this time of summer in Oklahoma. Temperature is in the low 70s, barely a breeze but it's out of the north when it does tickle the trees...it's too perfect of a day to stay indoors. My adulting over the past couple of weeks, which I equate adulting to crunching numbers, providing ownership documents and such to my properties, financials, are paying off. The adulting project may just allow me to create my outdoor living space if that's the direction I want to go. The high school boyfriend seems to have gotten cold feet about building on or creating a new relationship 40 later. That's okay because I've really been questioning myself over the last month as why I felt such a need track him down and enjoy his company. I did not get enjoy him in the sexual arena but not because I did not want . I'm not totally writing him off but I haven't had any response to my last about joining for dinner last night, so time step way back and if he eventually responds, great, if not, well, I've gone 43 without him, I can go on with my life without him. The reality is that I'm much different than I was in high school. I understand and know how use my pussy purpose. I know what I want and obviously, I'm not afraid venture forth and find it. In this case, I just didn't know what do with it once I found it. For some reason the clip of a video on the front of FriendFinder-x of the guy eating a gal's pussy, really turned me on. I think I need find a man that will eat my pussy and then leave if that's what I want him do. I want a man eat my pussy the way I want him ...Yes, I miss my least favorite submissive in this regard because he understood it was his place to come to me when I command, do what I wanted, in this case, eat my pussy exactly like I want it eaten, get me off and then leave. The thought of<b> training </font></b>another man or men to do just that, well, I'm not really in the mood to train anyone. I want instant gratification and that can be easily accomplished by my own hands and toys. So, today it's all about seeing what projects I can tackle and then maybe getting some prices on the amazing outdoor living space I'm wanting to create for myself that I can enjoy year round!!!! Pleasure's a sin, and sometimes sin's a pleasure... - Lord Byron, Don Juan |
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YUP, went out and did yard work in the unexpected cool yesterday. I SOOO don't understand anybody not wanting sex  , but yeah, sorry, it seems time to move on.While the whole training regime sounds quite fun to me, how difficult is it really to learn just the right amount of pressure your clit wants? Flashback Friday Volume 2 Blowjob in a Car the Getting Version NOT the Giving One DYOT Do Your Own Thing, on HNW No Need for Alarm [post 3312759] My Private Blog - Tell Me ALL Your Secrets
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I realize I am merely speculating that this high school boyfriend doesn't want sex...he just hasn't indicated in the 3 times we've been together that he wants to reach out and touch...the last time we were together, I strategically moved over to where I was sitting practically on top of him on my sectional sofa. So, in my crazy-assed mind, he doesn't want sex, but the reality is that this guy is VERY vanilla!!! Sex = love and that may be where this guy is truly confused. I sport fuck so to me I don't have to LOVE someone in order to fuck them. Time will tell if this guy surfaces...in the meantime I'm going to turn my energies towards maybe finding a fuck budy or two... Pleasure's a sin, and sometimes sin's a pleasure... - Lord Byron, Don Juan
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