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Quick update This is just a quick update for anyone interested in how "the talk" went yesterday. I'll try to keep this quick and too the point. First off there was no big change of heart, and let's be honest the chances of there being a change were nearly nonexistent anyways. So it's official we're over. As for the talk itself there was a lot of sad quiet and not knowing what to say or not being able to form the words I wanted to for fear of crying. I get emotional about break ups, even ones for what most of you would consider a short relationships (just under 3 months in this case). The reoccurring themes of the talk were her telling me how sorry she is, because I am "such a great guy" and guys like me being so hard to find (all stuff I've heard multiple times before). And of course she used the old cliché your a great guy and you'll find someone great line. To that I was pretty blunt with her that I've heard that exact thing or something similar from friends, family and nearly every woman I've tried to date since I was 16. So at this point in life I'm of the mind that I'll believe it when I see it. At one point I asked if this was going to be the type of break up where she was going to tell me to loose her number. She said she'd leave that up to me and that she didn't hate me or anything and didn't plan on loosing my number. She apparently found herself trying to force feelings. And thinks that I like "the idea" of her more then her. Even if she did amend that by saying "by a little bit" she mentioned that before during the discussion/argument or whatever you want to call the talk that happened after I didn't contact her after sex. And (according to her) even though she decided within the last couple weeks that we weren't working. Apparently the sex and not calling aren't the reason for the split. Even though she said she doesn't have sex with people she doesn't like and feel connected to. Yet now two weeks later apparently she doesn't feel a connection. I know that seems a bit inconsistent to me too. But I didn't pick up on it til a few hours after the talk. Well I think that's where I'll end this. It's already longer then I planned on making it. I'm not looking for comments or advice. I just posted this for anyone following my previous posts who might be interested. |
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Seems like she's confused and needs to get her act straight. I sent an Angel to watch over you last night, it returned in a hurry. I asked why, it said "Angels can't watch porn." Thanks for fucking traumatizing my fucking Angel! Don't bother trying to figure me out. Not even the little voices in my head understand me. It's pointless!
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