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Today I am frankly tired of feeling like i'm not good enough for people. Like i'm not thin enough, i'm not young enough, i'm not strong enough, i'm not smart enough, i have no integrity, and have no value of friendship for anyone. so for all the fairweather friends, i have no use for you. i am seeking long-term friendships and loves. My best friend says to me all the time, Kate someday be it a man or a woman, they are just gonna sweep you off your feet cuz you're just that good of a person and friend. but time and time again, i always fail. beauty fades, but my feelings are always the same. i'm tired of being refused. i cannot stand one more rejection. i'm tired of not having a fulfilling relationship or friendship with someone who accepts me for all i am. I don't want to cover up who i am. i have never been that way. i am more than just a woman. i am a person, and i mean something. I used to think that i was a good kisser. Now, i wouldn't know because i haven't kissed anyone in years. |
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1 post 8/31/2013 10:13 am |
Hey Lady; Try being a 51 year old single male!! LOL You sound like you are caught in your own world, just like me..I like my longer hair, just because everyone else shaves their head, doesn't mean I have to.. Like Wayne said, listen to your heart.. know what you want.. and don't be afraid to seize it if it comes along. Yes, it gets lonely when you are by yourself; but, better to be lonely than have your heart broken. Loneliness can be fixed by surrounding yourself with friends... loved ones.. but, broken-hearted is something that lasts a long time and only you can fix it.. been there.. got the t-shirt..be yourself.. find happy..
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Aw, do not despair blitzycakes....how many carats do you want, buttercream frosting on the cake, and how bout St. Barts for our Honeymoon? You get to pick out the dress, straps or strapless.   
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I never wanted to look at this blog again. But your response gives me enlightenment. Thank you for sharing your story with me. I don't know what would have happened with her. Maybe she would have been happy, most likely (like most women) .......not happy. i'm just going to have to have someone accept me for who i am. if i'm a fat hairless lazy bitch bastard, then i guess i still have boobs and a pussy for someone to play with..............??
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12/18/2013 3:27 pm |
im sure your much more than boobs and pussy for someone to play with. best of luck in your hunt. I thinkany man would be very lucky to play with you and more than that would be awesome.
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