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There is Yet Life
There is Yet Life Hello ! Nice to see you. (Image is 10+ years old, don't get all het up. Or do. As you wish.) Well, here I go again. I'm back on my bullshit. The hormone fairy has returned to my neck of the woods and I am happily surprised to find that once again, sex is something more than another chore. Not quite sure what to make of that , but after a 3 year drought, but I sure ain't one to complain. The odd thing about it is the curiosity I seem to have grown. I have always been a bit of a traditionalist when it comes to sex. Positions may vary, but it was fairly vanilla, every now and again I danced around the edges of BDSM, silk ties, ropes, yada yada. Standard fare to be sure. But now, I find that thoughts of things I never thought I would enjoy seem to invade my mind and I find myself lost in lurid fantasies when I have the time to let my mind wander. Being choked with a cock has become a huge turn on for me. Whereas before I was happy to give a blowjob but it was merely<b> foreplay </font></b>and if you tried to choke me the<b> foreplay </font></b>was over, now when he grabs my jaw in his hand and grabs my hair and shoves his dick down my throat I get wet. When I feel the head of his cock hit the back of my throat I turn into a puddle. I have also started thinking about anal play. Which is something I have NEVER had any interest in because in the main I find it painful, but after a good bit of reading and researching I think maybe that reason it was painful is due to the fact that I never had any considerate lovers who tried it and the few that I did try it with were apparently deathly afraid of lube. I still haven't gotten brave enough to explore that fantasy, but it tends to make my morning shower a lot more....fulfilling. It may only remain a fantasy, I still have my many trust issues and there is fun pain and there is pain pain and I have enough pain pain to last me for the rest of my days. There are other thoughts that cross my mind at various times of the day, and I find that there are days I need to masturbate or I will simply implode. That is definitely new, I seldom ever needed to give myself any kind of release because I kept a stable of fuckboys in my phone and if I needed release I just "reached out and touched someone". Being in a relationship has caused me to give up my little black book that was marked with such tidbits of info like 'Eats Pussy, dinner date, well hung,' So I have to "let my fingers do the walking". Well, now that I have given thought to all this stuff, I suppose I should get a shower. Love and Peace and Twisted Release to you all today. "Shall I tell you the secret of the true scholar? It is this: every man I meet is my master in some point, and in that I learn of him." ~Ralph Waldo Emerson |
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hello, dear! check you bookface on who left you a note... i've missed you here. it's harder to track you down on the bookface. but i'm glad we have have kept in touch. i deleted my old profile and blog as Loud & Often (L&. sometimes i'm not sure that was a good decision, LOL. i just came back here myself. also because my sex drive kicked back in. -m-
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Great to hear from you That's a sublime image in any year. It's been so bizarre with what's been going on but I'm glad you've got sex on the menu. I've got it just on the mind!
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HEY GIRL - hope everyone there is doing well. Does this mean you'll be posting more? Go try some of that kink and report back - bonus points of blog illustrations of the actual act!! I think you've got the idea and will be pleasantly surprised. Honey, We Made it Just for You What to Expect When you Sleep with Me Flashback Friday Volume 8 Bits and Pieces [post 3312759] My Private Blog - Tell Me ALL Your Secrets
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