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Blogs > 80sbaby71 > Life in the Nursery~

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80sbaby71 52F
7366 posts
9/30/2010 7:48 pm
Not much



Not much going on right now. Ok there is but not sure what or why. My life seems to be kinda confusing. Long days, lonely nights. is going through puberty and I think she is about to learn what her room looks like spotless.....lol.

Tired.....but don't like sleeping alone..I find it so much nicer when I am cuddled up next to someone. Makes me feel secure....warm....cared for. You would think that by now I would be used to sleeping alone most nights ( sleeps with me sometimes).

Need to get my life in order. Love life, personal life, work life...everything.

had a ball game tonight and the whole time she was sitting on the bench she kept looking into the stands.....looking for her dad.....her grandparents.....and yet nobody. It hurts me. I know that she loves me, but she is so yearning for their acceptance and love......Does she see that in me? Am I doing this to her? Is she seeing me looking for love? Acceptance? Golly I hope not.

Rambling.......
PonyGirl1965 58F
22090 posts
9/30/2010 8:44 pm

 Kids always look for the affirmation that their family loves them. It's in their nature.



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