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Blogs > 80sbaby71 > Life in the Nursery~

Moving on.....  

80sbaby71 52F
7366 posts
10/9/2010 1:03 pm
Moving on.....



So a torndado ripped back through my life. I thought I had moved on when a friend broke my heart and moved away. I did not hear from them. No phone calls..No texts...No emails....No i.m.ing.....
Nothing.nada..zilch! I cried. And then I thought I moved on. But then low and behold just when things look good in my new look of life.....the tornado comes back into the field.

Suddenly he is calling (while I was on a date). And then texting. And then emails. And i.m.ing me...... What do I do? This is a friend who was very honest and upfront with me the whole time. He did not want a relationship. So I was there for him in whatever capacity he wanted. A friend.... A Friday night date in Bricktown. A shoulder to cry on. A rescuer when an accident happened. I was always there, just a phone call...a text away.

So now I have moved on. He asked if he could come down and see me last night. This was my chance to see if things had changed. Did he want a relationship? Or was it something else?

He came. We talked. Went to dinner at the sports bar and watched baseball. Came back to my place. Listened to the football game. Watched Of Mice And Men. Went to bed. He held me (btw this is only the 2nd time we have ever slept in the same bed) and we slept. We woke up. He showered and was out the door. I cried. I admit it, I had hoped. Honestly, deep down I did.

I have moved on. I now know where I stand. I want someone for me. Someone who wants to date me. Someone who wants to snuggle. Someone who wants to care for me. Someone who likes me. Someone who wants a relationship, maybe not at this very second, but that wants to see where things go. I do. I have moved on. I HAVE MOVED ON!!!

I HAVE MOVED ON! I am strong. I will cry. But I HAVE MOVED ON!
80sbaby71 52F
5516 posts
10/9/2010 9:55 pm

 Could really use a massage.......


PonyGirl1965 58F
22090 posts
10/9/2010 11:02 pm

 Keep repeating those words to yourself Baby. It will ease up soon.



rm_InnerPeace07 36F
4536 posts
10/10/2010 8:15 am

 Yes!
In a full heart there is room for everything. In an empty heart there is room for nothing.
Play 3 Word Story


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