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Blogs > 80sbaby71 > Life in the Nursery~

My own choice....kinda  

80sbaby71 52F
7366 posts
5/6/2012 11:04 am
My own choice....kinda
We make our own choices in life...most of the time.

Sometimes other things come into play to lean us one way or another in our decision making.

My body has a mind of it's own. I missed a dr. appt it seems in March. I never got a reminder letter, never recieved a reminder call. And matter of fact...I thought they said they would be contacting me with the date!

Needless to say, I recieved a letter stating that I had missed my appt with the specialist. So I called and rescheduled. Or tried to. I called the number they gave me. They said they would let my know when my appt is. Probably in June.

The procedure was done in Sept. My last "checkup" with the clinic was good back in Dec. But my body seems to be out of whack again.

I so want to fall alseep in someone's arms. I could have done that Fri. night. But because of my body, I chose to instead go home to my bed....alone.

I could probably be with someone if I gave them the inclanation that I wanted to be with them in a relationship. The thing is I don't know that that is what I want. I am trying to figure it out.

I know that doesn't make sense. But it does in my wee little mind.
PonyGirl1965 58F
22090 posts
5/7/2012 1:53 am

 Relationships take sacrifice. There are benefits. And some negatives too. Its a balancing act.

I tell Cowboy that if anything ever happens to him, I cannot see myself taking another man into my home. I do not want to clean up after another man or deal with his selfishness. I feel too selfish myself now. I do not want to give up MY life and MY habits for others.

I want sex and then they can leave, LOL.


80sbaby71 52F
5516 posts
5/7/2012 6:24 am
    Quoting PonyGirl1965:
    Relationships take sacrifice. There are benefits. And some negatives too. Its a balancing act.

    I tell Cowboy that if anything ever happens to him, I cannot see myself taking another man into my home. I do not want to clean up after another man or deal with his selfishness. I feel too selfish myself now. I do not want to give up MY life and MY habits for others.

    I want sex and then they can leave, LOL.
Well very true. That and I don't wanna just get into a relationship "just because" I'm lonely.


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