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Something big....maybe  

80sbaby71 52F
7366 posts
8/12/2012 7:37 pm
Something big....maybe

There is something on my mind.

Ok, lots on my mind lately it seems.

I am in love. Plain and simple. I can honestly say...I have never felt this way towards any man. Even the ones that I pined for like Curl or the Jock.

K is wonderful. Mini me loves him. He listens to her jokes. He laughs. Not to make her feel good, but because he actully thinks she is funny. He adores her. He wants her to like him as a good man. So far in her life she hasn't seen alot of good examples... to be quite honest...Pony's Cowboy is her only really good example until now.

K can't believe the way mini's dad and grandparents treat her. Mini even made the comment that K would make a great dad. He would. He is scared of mini though....he thinks she will outsmart him....hell she outsmarts me all the time!!!!

This past week was nice, I guess. We celebrated K's bday last Mon. Mini made him a homemade card. On the card she told him how happy she was that he had come into our lives. It brought a tear to my eyes. She also got the chance to meet his parents. And she made it known to his mom how much she cares for K.

So....K is worried. He is worried about the apts that mini & I live in. He is worried especially because of all the drama with the van. He has already made it clear to me how much he loves me. He and mini have "talked". She has given him her blessing. So to speak...

I told him I was thinking of moving. He offered to move me into his house. We actually stayed there last Thurs night. He made up a bed across the hall for mini, moved things around. Put a night stand and a lamp in the spare room....just for her. So she would be comfortable. Mini...told him goodnight. And good morning. After he left for work...mini said she wants that kind of life...everyday. To have a "dad" around to take care of her. To ask her about her day. To take care of us. And to love us......




80sbaby71 52F
5516 posts
8/13/2012 4:23 am

    Quoting  :

Yeah...I do that quite a bit lately. Especially every Sunday evening when I have to leave...

It is a wonderful feeling. To feel this kinda love. To be loved unconditionally, no strings, and to love him back.


80sbaby71 52F
5516 posts
8/13/2012 8:48 pm

    Quoting  :

Very true CJ. Just frustrating at times. Hugs babe!


80sbaby71 52F
5516 posts
8/13/2012 8:48 pm

    Quoting  :

Oh...today was definitely a day of smiles!


travellerabc123 54M
3989 posts
8/14/2012 3:41 pm

Congrats! I love a happy ending (no, not that kind...well...not JUST that kind...)

But seriously, I hope everything works out and you live happily ever after!

Embrace the suck


80sbaby71 52F
5516 posts
8/22/2012 6:34 pm

    Quoting travellerabc123:
    Congrats! I love a happy ending (no, not that kind...well...not JUST that kind...)

    But seriously, I hope everything works out and you live happily ever after!
Thank you. I think this will be a forever & ever...whether he wants it or not, lol


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