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Be the change
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Be the change You know when you put your feet on the floor first thing in the morning, what kind of day it will be? It wasn't a bad day but more of an "smart n the fuck up E4N" kind of day... I had a text conversation last night with someone I consider a great friend in other words someone who I truly adore and during the conversation I receive a text "your words were hurtful"  Of course in great E4N fashion, I get defensive, cut off the convo and went to bed.. The thought kept me awake most of the night and I came to the realization that I am so hurt and miserable in my own life that I have been doing the same to everyone else around me and you know what?? That's not fair to anyone.. And to be honest, I don't like me right now so how can I expect anyone else too?? It's almost 3 months since my best friend passed and he's not coming back but there's no doubt that the "first of anything's" being alone is going to be hard but I'm still here and still living, I just got to start to learn how to do that alone and it's not something I have quite grasped yet but I will.. This is not a "oh I'm feeling sorry for myself" blog but more of a get your fucking act together E4N !!!! So go ahead and line up in an orderly fashion if you don't mind and only one good kick in the ass per person please  Hugs from E4N hmmm yep I'm going to start giving those again, I used to be quite good at them xx  If it was good, its great but if it was bad then you call that experience E-4-N |
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always hard to make those first steps after having a gr8 relationship with someone...but they need to be made! every step will be easier and easier.....sooner than later you'll be in a full sprint, not looking back but focusing on the future! wishing you the best....lets hear how your making out! If it was good, its great but if it was bad then you call that experience E-4-N
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I am sure that your friend will understand. Sounds like a positive mantra you've got going. If you bend over, not sure that kick would be the first thing that comes to mind. Yep he's a great friend xx If it was good, its great but if it was bad then you call that experience E-4-N
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I presume you told your friend this. Excited, this post shows you are a quality person. True, you got upset with his text but you have the basic self honesty for it to have bothered you so you looked for why. Many people do not. So, no kicks from me, you already done the job. You will move out of this emotional state but it was a big hit and healing takes time. Hugs If you see me in the real world, come say "Hi Justskin." I always behave. Preferably not well. 
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I'd only stand on the hugging line...... Click Here To Read A Hot Erotic Story: When A Woman Meets A Stranger Part 1 of 4
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I presume you told your friend this. Excited, this post shows you are a quality person. True, you got upset with his text but you have the basic self honesty for it to have bothered you so you looked for why. Many people do not. So, no kicks from me, you already done the job. You will move out of this emotional state but it was a big hit and healing takes time. Hugs You sure you don't want to line up huh?? Thanks for you kind and wise words xx If it was good, its great but if it was bad then you call that experience E-4-N
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I'd only stand on the hugging line...... If it was good, its great but if it was bad then you call that experience E-4-N
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