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Whats Love got to do with it ?
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Whats Love got to do with it ? You must understand That the touch of your hand Makes my pulse react That it's only the thrill Of boy meeting girl Opposites attract It's physical Only logical You must try to ignore That it means more than that Oh what's love got to do, got to do with it What's love but a second hand emotion What's love got to do, got to do with it Who needs a heart When a heart can be broken.... I met her in January of 2009 and we hit it off great.... Some of the blog posts I wrote with her in mind...On our first date she looked at me and said "Kiss me already I can't stand the pressure anymore"...I have always been respectful with women and have a personal code of conduct that I have always tried to adhere to. Her EX is a real winner verbally abusive and mentally beat her down but in an effort to make it work for the sake of her she moved back in May of 09.... We were both disappointed but I understood was important to her and she needed to try for his sake....I cared about her and to be respectful we kept our distance....It was the right thing to do. We did talk at times but it was<b> platonic </font></b>and just to see how the other was doing. I did have "Friends" in the interim to fill the void but it wasn't the same....August of 2010 with her about to turn 18 she had all the disrespectful behavior and infidelity she could take and left...Within days her EX had another girl ready to move in....A real winner....Treated her like a piece of property which to me is just plain sad...Cast her on the junk pile which was pretty devastating to say the least....We talked about it a lot trust me and I was taught by my Fathers actions and what I have learned in life that a woman was to be treated as a partner and a confidante a friend and a Lover and most of all respectful....I have told her on many occasions that I would bear part of the burden of this whole thing because of the pain of the whole thing...I have weathered many storms in my life and would have gladly done this for her without question. The saddest thing here between the two of us is the hate she has built up inside her for the whole situation which has led us to the present course....Every time he saw us together and her happy he would start shit with her and/or her to make her life miserable...She does not want to involve me in her battle with this POS but I felt that if you care for someone as much as we did you bear the burden of it together no questions asked. Today the pressure of it all has forced us to put on hold the happiness we had enjoyed because of a still abusive POS that can't just leave her be and to let her grow...Asshole. He was just a big bully and I am proud of her for finally standing her ground but in the same token her insistence of not letting me take some of the flack for her and having to do it all herself doesn't make sense to me one bit but she is VERY pigheaded and I will relent and let her try to fix it on her own....Her Attorney is going to straight have his ass when the time comes but the wait for the both of us is horrible....We have established that we love and care about each other with the biggest obstacle is I think we could solve all this as a unit and she does not want to burden me with her issues.... My view is that it is the right thing to do and hers is that I didn't create it so I shouldn't have to deal with her anger...No big deal to me but an unnecessary burden to her...Do I Love her...Absolutely...Will I wait for her...Most definitely...Will I do my own thing at her request till this is all fixed in her mind...I don't rightly know...I try to understand but I think a Woman's perspective here would be welcome but today was not a good day for either one of us just because of the unnecessary bullshit....Tears were passed last hugs for the time being given hearts broken again and that sinking feeling wash over me for no reason but simply a fucking bully that can't be a Man. She may read this...She may not but I do want her to know this was how I felt about this and her.... Every day Always and forever Each moment with you Is just like a dream to me That somehow came true And I know tomorrow Will still be the same Cause we've got a life of love That won't ever change and.. Love me your own special way Melt all my heart away With a smile Take time to tell me You really care And we'll share tomorrow together I'll always love you Forever There'll always be sunshine When I look at you It's something I can't explain Just the things that you do And if you get lonely Phone me and take A second to give to me That magic you make and.. Every day Love me your own special way Melt all my heart away With a smile Take time to tell me You really care And we'll share tomorrow together I'll always love you Forever |
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