50 posts 11/23/2017 6:44 pm
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Grateful A lot of stuff's been happening to me lately. I've been going out with this awesome person I've met on here for a few weeks, my moms CT came back and there's nothing wrong with her outside of things that are wrong with all women in their 60's. I've gone to LA and seen a ton of beautiful new venues and visited old ones like making and<b> meeting friends </font></b>again.
I've been listening to good music, smoking good weed, eating good food, and fucking good pussy.
So why does something feel strange, like that other shoe-going-to-drop feeling? I think it's been the health issues I've been having, not "issues" but just this tired feeling and my skin's been acting up. Or maybe it's my old experiences that are giving me this "DANGER DANGER" sense that's not letting me truly rest easy.
Like "it's too quite don't you think? For everything to just BE RIGHT?"
And you know what? I'm going to have to be cool with that. It might not be alright. The best possible scenario might not happen. So what.
But I had a lot of the happiest days I've had in the last past 3 weeks. And those days are temporary. But the memories will be a part of me forever. Whatever happens to me in the future. I'm going to (hopefully) be old(er) someday and I'll be able to look back at this moment in time, I'll remember youngmanhood, and the friends, family, and lovers I shared it with.
Thank you God
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