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Blogs > peekabooicu2ucme > Musings and mayhem of my mind

Shapes and sizes  

peekabooicu2ucme 46F
3728 posts
2/26/2015 9:02 pm
Shapes and sizes
The hardest thing I deal with on an insecurity issue is my mommy belly. Overall I feel pretty good most days. I know I'm getting older and will never be as hot as I was in my teens and twenties. I'm okay with that. I like my face. I like everything I've ever done with my hair including shaving it all off. I like my legs, my hands, my butt, everything....but my mommy belly. I loved being pregnant. I adore all of my . The men that shared that could not love me forever. One cheated so I left him, one left me after years of verbal abuse and emotional neglect when I refused to support his alcohol and cigarette addictions financially any longer. I've tried so many different things to try and have the flat perfect belly I have never had, but nothing has stuck. The scar from my c-section burns where my muscles were cut when I work out too hard desperately trying to fix what has been stretched out for each . So now my biggest fear taking off my clothes for someone else is whether or not he will be okay with my mommy belly or not. Will he call me names or mock me? Will he laugh at my stretch marks and scars? Will it matter that I am not perfectly flat? Will he just use me to get off and then leave? Will he make fun of me to his friends?
I know I'm a great person. I'm intelligent, funny, financially and emotionally stable, but will anyone worthwhile be able to see all of that past my curves?
I don't know. And maybe it doesn't really even matter. I can fake confidence and pretend I don't care, but deep down inside, I know I always will. Maybe the one I can really click with won't see just my imperfections, but just see me.

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citizen4722 66M  
74582 posts
2/27/2015 8:19 am

 I don't see women with mommy bellies having imperfections.
I see them as having courage and characteristics.


peekabooicu2ucme 46F
4530 posts
2/27/2015 2:53 pm

 Thank you.
Come visit me too peekabooicu2ucme


NeonRain2 59F
1822 posts
3/15/2015 9:38 pm

 Do you mind if I share this with others? I don't normally steal others thoughts or ideas, but this is worthy of sharing. Thank you for posting this!

Hugs....


peekabooicu2ucme replies on 3/16/2015 11:15 am:
Sure you can.

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