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One Million Dollars Richer
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One Million Dollars Richer I've been WAY down for a couple of days. The "program" BITES ASS and is not worth the side effects I've been having. So I went off of it, BIG time. I'm feeling much better since I've got some sugar in my veins again! It's nobody's fault but my own, I cut back to 10 carbs or less a day. That is way too low....even Atkins allows 20 in the beginning. So I've decided to not obsess over it. I'm just going to try to eat more protein than carbs. And the carbs I do take in are going to mostly be from "good" carbs such as fruit and veggies. And if I crave chocolate by George I'm going to have some!!! I can't keep beating myself up over this. I'm not that overweight... maybe 15 pounds at the most. And I'm not going to practically kill myself physically or emotionally to lose those pounds, it's not worth it. I just went thru HELL this week both physical and emotional. I truly think my body was in some sort of shock. I had things going on that just were not normal. And I haven't been partying, not even a glass of wine in the past month so this is all related to whatever the hell it was I was trying to accomplish. All I did accomplish besides losing 5 pounds was adding stress and misery to my life. So now I'll just take it slow and actually be smart about it. I KNOW from experience that there is no magic fix....I've tried it all. The only thing that truly works is to eat better and exercise more. EXACTLY what the pros have been telling us for decades!!! I've had stress in my personal life too but I wont get into that. All I will say is that I'm surrounded by fools and they won't bring me down with them. On a very happy note, my ex told me this morning that a good friend of ours won a million dollars on a scratch off ticket at the local bar!!!  This bar is in a town with one traffic light and a very low population. It goes to show that not all the winners come from the bigger cities. I am SO happy for him! He is a wonderful, hard working guy who has next to nothing but has never let it get him down. He has awesome and a great girl that I've known since grade school. With the exception of me, it could not have happened to a better person!  That news really cheered me up today! I'm looking forward to the move, to my new business getting open, to my future and to the day when I win the lottery too! I guess I should buy a ticket once in a while!  Photo icon is of one of the roses my man sent me last month for our anniversary. I dried them all when they started to wilt and they took on a whole new beauty after being preserved  |
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2/21/2007 10:26 am |
the lottery would definitely be nice to win.... just wanna say thanx for stoppin by my blog... ~J~
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hey babe,, i think you look fine!but i understand it..i had a fucked up 2006..broke up with the BF...physically i was sick..couldnt eat and drank way too much..lost 45 lbs in a little over 2 months because of the stress and shit.Then got back with him and gained about 30 back..lol.Sooo now i wanna lose that and ive been trying the low carb too...but thats hard for me cause im not a big meat eater...shit..but one thing i know i dont wanna get that low like last year just to lose the weight.Used to be bulimic...and man i just have a messed up past. Anyways....sorry to post a novel as comment.. just wanted to tell ya hi and that i was thinking of ya...and thanks for the comments in my blog babe.. erin She's Dangerous cause she's Honest-(U2)
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What the hell would I do with all that money?  Muffy da Brat
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one million dollars? do you know how many lottery tickets that could buy? thats a joke, by the way. stole the line from some movie i cant remember. can anyone out there name the movie? "well only get through this if we work together. if we dont, none of us will"
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Utah doesn't have a lottery, but Idaho does. Still, I don't have that kind of luck. Come into my realm! You aren't afraid...are you?
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is your good friend single? *flutters eyelashes* i'm teasing...lol! big hugs,lis {=} ..just join me on my blog bustybettyboop and still looking for some hot,sexy,creative contestants for my next contest...come join us! need a blog mentor or want to be one? 
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