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Well damn.  

5cMustacheRides 47M
5 posts
6/21/2021 5:33 pm
Well damn.


It has been a rough month.

I am pretty sure I have permanently lost my temper. Work has kicked my ass and I have no one tell about it. Like at all. Everyone is sick of at this point. It kinda sucks when you don't have someone in your corner. No one has help and at this point I think I have burnt all of my bridges trying cross troubled waters.

I guess it is time for me admit I am a total jack ass and lonely is all I have left. I mean shit my only source of outlet is writing on a blog that no one will read. I tried to be a good person, and work hard but all that got me was more wor I think it's time admit I'm scared. I'm alone. and that kinda sums up what I have.

I spent on Tinder, match and This stupid site and I burned thru my options in less that 2 weeks. It pulled a lot of really hard buried emotions out of . I have only loved once and she didn't need . I was her side order. I was in love but never understood how disposable I was to her. Being thrown away hurt. Then she expected stay on call? How? How do you be the second<b> trip </font></b>the salad bar for a plate of rice and be ready when you are thrown in the trash.?

So yeah I'm in a lot of pain. I lash out at just about everything and the role of the bad guy. It's not natural for so I'm stepping on all of my lines. Right now I probably just need start saying move bitch get out the way. At least then I can clear a room for a few minutes of quiet as no one will want be around .

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