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reasons that no one will unerstand..
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reasons that no one will unerstand.. So i went to a meet and greet as usual great friends...if couples or singles....i have the best friends we laugh we love we dance....all that i can be i try...I am human, i have a rough side because of my jobs....one i love...and the other i do because it paid the bills..... Justlookin...on the radio..why because 95 percent of the time..the other person looking is a cheat..not all are but most are hiding things from the wife or girlfriend....not my fault...if your are not happy change...my 2nd marriage failed because he was a cheat he cheated on his first and second...and then me.i feel sorry for number 4....so it is hard for me to meet and try to find something in a married guy...just me i do not judge anyone...for it is not up to them to judge me....i have things in my life that i can not change... hood haunts that i try to get past....wondering if i will ever be good enough....but with my friends i do not need to worry..i am just as good and anyone else in their eyes and i their hearts.... i miss being married..i miss the person to snuggle up with when my day has sucked...or when my day has been good.....I get up get my day straight take it one day at a time....better than before when i was not even sure i could make it another hour.... in my line of work its hard...to say the least i dont look like a normal truck driver...i dont expect people to understand...i do a job that most men do, i do this job the same and most men....and yet i am looked at like wow hey baby want to come to my truck....I drive because the pay is good...i drive because sometimes you just need to get the hell away.... I have been from Bellingham Washington to the Florida swamps.. from Boston Harbour to Just south of San Diego California.. highways biways...2 lane roads snow up to your ass to the warm bug filled air of Alabama...favorite places to hell on earth...been there done that...and at 2 am it should not still be 113 degrees anywhere...but in Phoenix Arizona it is...like a oven... I write so i dont lose my mind...may not be exciting but at least i let it go..it may not be about sex but to know someone is to love them and to love them is to let them in...it is interesting to see just how many people care enough to find out the in's and outs of a person besides how they like it in bed... I dont play much...maybe i am being a bit of a prude....and i have been stepping out of a comfort zone... hopeless romantic maybe or just hopeless.... |
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while it may be a tough job, i am sure you have some great stories to share about the open road, i didnt realize phoenix stays so hot at night while during summer we may get up to 110 during the day at night it cools down to mid 80's    je ne regrette rien
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you have some of the strongest shouldes of any TRUCK driver that I know and rust me I know alotof them men and women.Yoare one of the best tat we call (FREIND)
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