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Truth and reasoning.......
Truth and reasoning....... At a in 2 nd grade I was molested by my neighbor and his 15 yr old ...... One might say " Oh my God Chris, I'm so sorry.....". Why be sorry can we or u change it.... Nope, did my life end. Nope..... Just made me more of the quiet kind of girl...... Am I sorry it happened I really don't know..... My childhood sucked anyway what's one more hurdle..... Is a sickness this man had I am stuck with the scars.....not particularly liking any of them but still mentally there..... So please understand..... I just want to fo d that place where I fit o. Again.... To feel the warmth of someone to hope me..... One of my best girls does this the best..... I cry uncontrollable.... She just holds me not saying a word.... She I know is one that has my back and I am ever so gratedful for this.....just a note to say Hi and your HoneyGirl says thanks from the bott of my heart....... Xoxoxo Now bring on the fucking float trip........ Hahaha |
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I am glad to be so called stuck with you....your right can not pick family but my God the friends that i have and that have kindly picked me...yes this was hard, and yet was so easy to write....I hold things in and try to just suffocate them...but there are things that scream out....that if I were to let go makes me think that i have lost control of what little there is left of me....but in letting go i gain so much more... so here is to my past....goodbye it was fun to the present....ok i can do this...and to the future whatever it may bring...bring it baby cuz I have a great corner cheering section and this will be good....
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