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So much of why I stay off social media was just summed up in your blog. People just can't communicate clearly , truthfully, because everyone reads things into it and assumes or presumes to know things they do not actually have proof of .I did get a message like that from an old gf who I am actually still totally in love with ,heart soul mind and body ,But she moved on after I could not keep seeing her in our circumstances, distance kids economicsnot in my or her favor at the time ,we both loved each other but to what end ? let her pick security for her and her kids over true love with me . we were reminiscing ,and I commented I remember every little thing as if it happened only yesterday ,she said oh boy my memories are photographic ,PROBLEM !? I said mine are in 3d, full scent and surround sound , we had awesome love making . a bit later she asks quick ? does your wife have those memories too ,what ? I never told her I was married , had not talked in 5 years , somehow she found out ,how ? I don;'t know she had to ask about me to someone . who did she ask ? and when ,and why ? and why ask about my wifes memories of sex ? so much area for assumption,supposition . the answer was not of me , we are in a tough spot ,trying to decide if it can be saved . I have barely had sex with my wife in 4yrs , and what we did have was bad , weird , awkward, not at all fulfilling .that's why the divorce . I would like a woman's input .some have said she was jealous of my wife so she asked , I thought she may be scolding me for being flirty . my buddy said she was checking tosee if she was still the top woman for that in my life . who knows ? she should know I love her above any other woman I cannot tell her that now.we may both be in relationships I espect relationship if shehas one .she knows that , and when we meet I will know if it still lives in her heart .then she has decisions to make over the next years .We wIll always be soul mates even if we never marry like she said she was going to with me someday
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6/14/2020 3:32 am |
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