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How to get out of this total rut  

Jadefalcon 53M
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8/28/2019 6:04 pm
How to get out of this total rut

I haven't been on here for a wee while, be honest Ive not had the motivation. For some reason in recent times I've just felt the crushing onset of<b> depression. </font></b>I had a spell after Mother died a few years back, but this is even worse.

For some reason everything seems have suddenly come on top of me. I've been having suicidal thoughts which fortunately I haven't followed through with yet, but I don't feel that I have anything live for.

I'm going make a confession, I've never had a relationship of any kind due various circumstances throughout life that made very withdrawn, mostly due health issues.

Just recently though there have been various things that seem have got on top of . I'm not enjoying work at all, sleep patterns are away hell, I've no energy, and I'm constantly thinking dark thoughts.

The sole bright spot in life recently has been a lady friend I've made in this town. She's a few years older than , but I'll admit that I have fallen for her hard. Unfortunately she already has someone, but she is a good friend.

I just find myself in this rut, thinking that no one would miss me, and what do I have live for..
Appreciative of the more mature lady.
HAMONMAN 64M
13128 posts
8/28/2019 8:15 pm

 Find a doctor who specializes in mental health issues.
GPs can be hit or miss in that regard.

I know it's hard to initiate this, but you know you have a problem so put aside your feelings and try to rely strictly on logic to get started.

I googled "troon, UK, mental health services" and there's a ton of possibilities in that area.

So just do it. Now.


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