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Back Again Once again, I've renewed my membership. FriendFinder-x is a little like crack... or, let's use sex as an example instead since I've never used crack. FriendFinder-x is as addictive as sex itself. Sure, I can go without for a couple of months, but then the cravings start... the need, the desire... the ache. Of course, one feeds the other. Since I'm not a barfly, I'm not going to meet my sexual partners that way... certainly not through work, either. Though I've been tempted once or twice to go to church just to meet pious men and tear them down to the sexual beasts they really are, I'm not really going there. Most of the men in my circle of friends are married to friends of mine and, as such, they're off limits. So, it's FriendFinder-x or Craig's List and let's face it, CL is fun to read and answer some of the asinine ads, but<b> meeting men </font></b>off there? Bad idea for the most part. Look, I know I'm no great catch. I'm a fat 41 year old (my birthday was this week- happy birthday to me!) that lives in an apartment with two (adorable) cats with a job that doesn't exactly put me in a tax bracket that turns me into a republican. That being said, I also know that the ratio of men to women on here is something like 200:1. Odds in my fat favor.  I can't... won't... have no desire to... fuck every man I talk to on here. With some guys that email me, I know right away I'm not attracted to them. The 20 year olds, the ghetto rats, the illerate i-wanna-fck-ur-pusy guys. After just deleting those idiots, I may exchange a few emails with you, yes. I'm not going to waste my time with someone I'm sexually incompatible with. The only way I'm going to know that is by talking to you for a bit. It's the FriendFinder-x dating game for women. You may well be a perfectly nice guy, but there is probably someone else I feel more of a connection with. It's a game of numbers. Many apply, few make the cut. It really is survival of the fittest for the men here, and yes, I do feel sorry for you for that. We girls don't really have all that much competition on here and men, for the most part, aren't nearly as discriminating as women about who they fuck. A lot of people, myself included, put a lot of blame on FriendFinder-x for there being few real women on here. Let's face it, they market to horny men. But the real culprit here is society, especially in the grand old USA. As much as we women have advanced outside the bedroom, it's still a culture of people thinking it's okay and perfectly acceptable for men to fuck without love, as much and as often as possible, yet women are still branded as whores for having the same sexual appetite. Women are supposed to be all lovey-dovey and nurturing and unable to separate sexuality from love. I really, really wish more women felt as free as I do to embrace their sexuality. If they'd just stand up and say "Screw you, society, I want sex, often and varied", FriendFinder-x's numbers would rise exponentially. But... as soon as a woman does that, she's branded with the big label. By the men... you see it on here with all the guys posting that they're looking for a slut and a and a pussy. And the women follow the men, all the while wishing they had the guts to fight the norm and inner-applauding the women who do. Let's face it... America is repressed. And shame on us for that. The point of this? Nothing really... just random thoughts floating in my head as I venture back into the waters of FriendFinder-x. Cheers! “An orgasm a day keeps the doctor away." ~ Mae West |
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9/26/2010 10:15 am |
Nothing like a good rant to clear one's mind. Good Job.
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You are a smart lady and much of what you say is very true. I respect the fact that you embrace your sexuality, your size and don't apologize for your desires. It's refreshing.
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