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Another one to pass on
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Another one to pass on If by some accident you are reading this, I do apologize...but I did warn you. I feel broken. No longer able to hold it together for appearances, no longer able to pretend I believe the lies I am told even if it would feel better to do so, and no longer capable of holding back the tears and despair that are forever threatening to pull me into a spiral I won't recover from. I recognize that it is my own faulty reasoning that has allowed me to convince myself that there is deeper meaning when there is none. Looking honestly at myself I know that it is my self destructive tendencies that have allowed me for so long to try to fill voids in my life with what deep down I know to be smoke and mirrors and artificial affections. Those who have truly known me know that I believe too quickly and feel too deeply for my own good. I guess I have always known that too, I also always know I will be hurt in the end. Each time the recovery is harder. I don't know any other way. This was just once too many and I am truly lost. Frozen in pain and loss and fear and wondering how to make it through just one more day. |
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If You ever need to talk....I'm a pretty good listener. We take life 1 day at a time........ Wishing you well............
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Reaching out is good (that's what I see you doing here). I hope you are doing it IRL too? You've got enough self-awareness to take steps toward feeling better. And you can. Like many, I've been there, but I got help and am much better. You can too. Take care of yourself, really.
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