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Blogs > ShiGyrrl > Oh So Shi

I thought this was going to be a happy post...  

ShiGyrrl 45F  
183 posts
8/30/2021 1:41 pm
I thought this was going to be a happy post...

My last post, from ages ago, was all about how long it's been.

Since I've felt wanted.
Since I've felt sexy.
Since I've felt real desire aimed at me.

I forgot how to act.
I forgot that I AM sexy.
I forgot that I AM wanted.
I forgot that that desire requires some confidence in one's self.

So, I act insecure.
(I FEEL insecure.)
I act like I'm undesirable.
(I FEEL undesirable.)
I act myself out of another potential relationship..... (Even just a beneficial one, not an emotional one.)

I feel so good, for such a short time.
Then I second guess myself, my actions, their replies.....
And I end up alone again.
{=}ShiGyrrl{=}
RM_Rocco2 58M  
1 post
11/16/2021 3:38 pm

 Do you love your self? I can understand all of those things you "have not" And I have and still am in some of those same places,,, but I have learned that if I don't love myself,, then all those other things don't matter


ShiGyrrl replies on 11/16/2021 7:18 pm:
I'm working on it. Getting to where I need to be. Thank you.

Wifefucker23 32M
9 posts
9/19/2021 1:43 am

 You should not feel that way get at me trying to meet with you


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