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Doing better
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Doing better After a lot of talking, and a lot of emotions. I am in a better place mentally. My heart to a hard lance on Sunday, a new hole to drip pain, still a better place. Not a good place mind you, and I and sitting on shifting sands ... things are out of my hands, and control. I think that is why I am doing better. I have literally done everything that is within my control. I promised that I would leave myself exposed, keep my breastplate open. That lance Sunday hurt. More lances will come my way. I will take them. New holes will open ... eventually I hope they will heal into nothing more than garish scars. I got called out to save the city again. Six different emergencies, including one with hundreds of feet of down live power lines. I had to move them out from under the tree that fell, keep them where citizens would not get killed by them. We turned them dead, but never any guarantees. I am just so tired. Emotional stress,<b> physical </font></b>exhaustion. We all went to work out Sunday night. I challenged my big to weight lifting. He has been doing it daily for two years for football linemen strength, I have been doing cardio for the last 5 months. I tied his max squat at 315 pounds. I felt good about that. My wife was very impressed. Nothing like lifting a bar that is already bending from the weight. I posted a video of a massive load from me, I was shocked when I recorded it. As I almost blasted my camera, there is a loud splat as my second shot nearly hit it. I am sure that I will get many guy’s adoration and messages, like each of my other videos always do. I am always humbled and appreciative of my gay followers. You keep being awesome now! - and no, I still do not swing that way -  -out- Visit my blog if you want to at thax013 and thank you very much! |
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