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"All I really wanna do...is baby, be friends with you."
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"All I really wanna do...is baby, be friends with you." TOP FIVE THINGS STILL ON BILLIE’S (Sexual) BUCKET LIST: Have anal sex. Sounds simple enough, right? I guess it’s not that simple for me. I’ve wanted to for a long time, but admittedly I have been a little afraid of the possible pain. I know, I know; not if we go slow or maybe if we use enough lube, I’ve heard it before. Maybe true, maybe not. Sometimes, even at my height of excitement, my vibe is uncomfortable. But, if I really wanted to, I would have already done so, I guess. I say I do, and sometimes I really, really do, and I hide behind the excuse of it being more than just sex to me and that it would have to be the right person and right situation but bottom line is that it is still number one on the bucket list. The anal sex thing, that is and will always be number one on the list, until… But, the list has more; and the rest of this list is in no particular order except that the order they come to mind in. Next actually didn’t come next (in thought), so I am already lying, but it’s shorter and this paragraph is already many words; so next is rimming. Probably goes along with number one, but it is something I’ve always wanted to experience the feel of. I tried being the rimmer once, didn’t really care for it, but I do find myself sensitive ‘there’ and have often fantasized about its feelings. I have had this long time fantasy of being with a couple, but it is as much the setting and situation as it is the actual sex for me on this one. The fantasy goes along the lines of being contacted online by a female, and she wanting to surprise her husband with a special gift for his birthday or whatever. Spending quality time with the female first to get completely made up and then ready to be the guest at the dinner table…or, whatever. I am the special gift…it varies from this point, but the meat and potatoes here is being made up pretty by the wife to be a present for the husband. What’s that, three? Okay, another would be something that I have watched plenty of in videos or online and have always wanted to try, which would be sitting between two men and stroking them at the same time. Clearly speaks directly to my previous confession of my fascination slash fetish slash fixation on the clean, cut, fully erect male penis, all I know is that it turns me on more than I can speak of. Hanging out on a couch, watching sports or something but me as Billie (of course), and to enjoy the experiences of everything from initial contact on the jeans-clad thighs to unleashing and holding to blast off and beyond! Gah! The next one is a do-it-yourselfer; I have always wanted to go to a studio or even the cosmetics counter in a big department store and get a make-over. Just to see the reaction on the girl’s face as much as I want to see how pretty I might be able to become, but I guess I have never had the “balls” to go through with it, if you will pardon my pun. The girl I am occasionally seeing put lipstick on me recently, but it was such a light color that it really wasn’t that noticeable, and kind of a disappointment. Several times, over the years, I have read/watched video/attempted to do my own make up, but it never comes out very well, so being made up (especially professionally) is still on Billie’s bucket list. Being Billie out in the general public, this kind of is and really isn’t that big of a deal to me, but because I am quite private I guess exposure is still the turn on for me here. Sharing my pics still gives me a thrill, so I guess it’s the exposure. I don’t think I currently have the body or face for public, but more than that I prefer privacy or maybe intimate settings, so I don’t really know on this one. It was in my early twenties and for a Halloween party I dressed up as a teenage zombie cheerleader one year, and my face was completely masked and I wore a red and black cheerleader outfit with ‘nude’ hosiery, and I don’t really remember all the specifics all these years later but I do remember the excitement of being dressed this way in a public setting. That’s five, and I’m sure there are more but this novella is already exceeding its interest limits so I will leave it at that. As I was writing this I was thinking about why I was writing a list in the first place; I haven’t come to my conclusion but I still find it an interesting thought, perhaps putting it out there has its own reasons. Whatever, have a great night and as always, thank you Dear Reader. ~Billie Lyric Quote: All I Really Wanna Do by Bob Dylan  |
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thanks for responses, really appreciated. that was the problem when I tried to do it myself, came out looking more like Bozo the Clown. I really want to have my eyes done. I enjoy sharing, it is liberating.
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The girl I am occasionally seeing put lipstick on me recently, but it was such a light color that it really wasn’t that noticeable, and kind of a disappointment. Honestly, too many cd's put on way too much makeup. It looks garrish and tacky. Blue eyeshadow? For pete's sake do some research and see that that went out int he 70's. You might think it was too light, but it may have look wonderful on you. Start slow and educate yourself on what looks good today. You'll be surprised what a difference it will make.
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6/5/2012 6:27 pm |
thanks for sharing
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PS: Laundry day, hence the pic.
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