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Freak I'm trying to think about when I got into this whole 'lifestyle' thing. The best that I could come up with was when I was with my ex-fiance. I remember that I've always been somewhat intrigued by being a nudist. I remember as a how much I wanted to lay out naked. When my ex-fiance and I got together, she told me of times she was shared w/ her ex bf. I remember telling her that I didn't want to hear it and that I think he must've just been using her if he were able to share her like that. Some time in the midst of our relationship, however, I finally decided to act on becoming a nudist. We ventured out and found one w/in half an hour of our apartment. We were a little shy at first, but we quickly warmed up to it. After we got accustmed to doing that, I think I was always wondering about swapping. I remember saying no to many a couple that were more than obvious of their intentions. I think it maybe b/c I had trust issues w/ my ex at the time, but we were very well grounded in our stance. As you all know, she's called an ex, b/c we are no longer together (duh). A year ago, I finally decided to join FriendFinder-x, due to my life-changing event of my panic attack. I decided that I was going to enjoy life and not hold back on what I want to do. My last two e-gf's were both bi. They both were also willing to be shared if I so desired. Something about this actually didn't seem so bad with me. I'm not sure why, but I think it's because I knew that I could trust them. My current e-gf was given the same offer by me, if she desired to be with another. She declined saying that she has no desire, no would she want to share me. She's not bi, so no MFF for me.  I guess what I'm shocked about is how much I've changed in just three short years.My ex is aware of me being on here. Her mentality has changed a massive amount. She is with one bf and has no desire to play with others. Do you know when your freak came out? Have you always been this way? When did you finally act on it? Do you have a hard time sharing?? ~ AAS (curious, as always) |
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10/30/2006 3:54 pm |
I've always been pervy. I used to be kind of promiscuous back in the day before spawns. Lived my way like a man in that aspect. Now, I'm a one person limit. I don't like to share. I'm too selfish. I wouldn't consider myself a freak, just open sexually with my partner, but I do have my limits on a few things and so does he, lol. So, it all works out in the end.
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When I was a younger freak I would share at the drop of a hat. I found my freak thankfully early in life about 19. I had a partner that would share for a while but then he decided that it was too wierd for him and so he left. I met my husband of 17 years and he was way too straight laced to ever even think of being a three. So nope I nvever told him. Now I think about it but not sure I want to share anymore. Great post. donna Donna Someday is today.
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11/1/2006 6:34 am |
a female i dated all through college, she REALLY brought the freak out in me..........and so the beast was born muahahahahaha. THeDude.
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