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Blogs > cocytusalcyone > Cocy's Thoughts

The Future is Dark  

cocytusalcyone 47M
14 posts
10/7/2018 3:54 pm
The Future is Dark

In the years that I have done these, many have passed from one to the next. This one is no different than any other. Many days have gone by and I forget about how these made me feel.

I read through all of them. Noticed a trend even in the few that I have... After more than 4 years, not much has changed at all.

I am not<b> viewed

</font></b>I am not desired

I am not contacted

I am not wanted

This goes on and on and on. Over the days, weeks, months and years, that repeating beacon of darkness keeps haunting over me.

I have grown over the last 4 years. Learned more about my sexuality and things that I enjoy. Not like any of you will read this or even care but I have.

I don't even know what I am doing here anymore. The site has gone to shit, you have to pay for EVERYTHING to do ANYTHING and all you get, as a guy, is people that never respond to a hello at all.

My life is singular. My world is empty. My heart is broken. My soul is destroyed. All I see in front of me is a void of nothingness that haunts me day in and day out. I know that my Future is Dark.
Email me sometime. I don't bite unless you ask, really nicely.

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