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The story on how i became to perv that I am today
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The story on how i became to perv that I am today If this is going to be a life story I might as well start at the beginning. My first experience with sex when I was about 6 . My parents are good people and never touched me like that at all. But when they went out they called the babysitter who lived down the street from us. She was in her teens at the time and I played with her little sister. It started first at bath time, she would be in there with me. She would help me wash my penis telling me it needs to be clean. It became hard as she stroked it. I knew she wasn't spose to be doing this but it felt good. This happened often and didn't require a bath every time. One day she started to finger my butt and I found this to be pleasing. I would play with my ass all of the time after, I even put one of my mother's tampons up my ass. One day I was playing with her younger sister, (she was older then me by 2 ) at their place. She came in to the room where we were playing and closed the door. She then told her sister and I to get naked. She had us preforming sex acts on each other as she watched. Later we continued to play like that even if she didn't make us until one day my mother caught us. My mother made sure as much as she could that would play with each other alone. But she didn't know about the babysitter and she continued to watch me. Now a young with the knowledge that it feels good to with your penis and even better if someone else plays with it. I had one friend that felt the same way. We would hide under his bed to play with each other and even take each other in our mouths. When I was 9 we had to move to another province for my father to find work. So I had to find new friends and I found out that my young sexual feelings were not shared by every one. At age 10 I started puberty and this was before sex education was a thing. With all kinds of new feeling, I couldn't stop playing with myself. I was snooping through my mother's night stand and found a dildo and was fascinated. I tried so many time to put it in my ass but it would never go. I did make friends in the new town and one day we started to play truth or dare. While playing all my questions and dares seemed to be about sex, way more then the others playing. That is when I realized that I was much more sexual then others. Now in my early teens and still hornier then ever. There was this one boy I was friends with and one night during a sleep over at his place we found a body massager. I had a head about 1" square and vibrated. He told me that it felt really good on his cock. Of course I wanted to try so I applied it to my penis. My friend was playing with his penis as I used this machine. It felt so good like I was going to explode. This was the first time I have ever seen precum. I would hold it against my cock till I almost explode and the take it away because I was scared what would happen. Me and my friend would play with each other, suck each other off and even have anal sex, but never to completion. We continued to play until he had to move away. I have never thought of myself as gay, I barely knew what that was. But I did know I was attracted to girls by the amount I was turned on by looking through old skin mags. In my latter teens I felt out of place due to my sexual feeling so I hid that side of me. I couldn't keep a girlfriend because as soon as I tried to be myself they ran and though I was<b> creepy. </font></b>So I just didn't date until I was 18, (still going to school) and was working a gas station. This couple started to work their, She was 19 and he was 20, They were engaged. Her and myself worked the same shift and he work the opposite shift. One day during a bad snow storm he asked me to drive her home as she didn't want to drive. not sure if this was planed or not but when we got to her place she invited me in and one thing led to another. This would be the first time to have what I call real sex and the first time I orgasmed into another person. We continued to date for about 3 months and she kept saying she was going to leave him for me but it never happened. My friend were getting mad at me for never hanging out with them any more and we ended up splitting up. Now 19, out of high school and out in the work force (collage was not for me). out on my own and working in the oil patch making the big bucks. Spending my money foolishly like every young , drinking every night, and chasing the girls. Now working in this small town with a shitty little bar and getting to know the locals. The bar maid had invited me to her place for a party, it was a small party it was me and 2 of her girlfriends. Not much happened that night just a little truth or dare but by the end of the night I had a new girlfriend. It wasn't till the next night that we had sex. Turns out she was the preacher's . Well it wasn't long before the love bug bit me and after a month of dating we got engaged, 9 months after we were married. We had our first shortly after and normal sex life died, I tried everything, to get it back, 2 later out second and the sex life got worse and after an 5 we had 3rd and of course it didn't get better. We still loved each other just no sex and what sex we did have wasn't that good. I have been a good boy and have been faithful the whole time. We talked about it and as the got older the sex life has gotten better but I was still unsatisfied. When I attempted to get a BJ or ask for her to my ass I was meet with contempt. When my dad died 11 ago at the age of 50 it made me realize that we don't ever have as much time as we thing. After many attempts to get my sex life back on track it did improve but not all of my needs were met. When ever I pushed for my fulfilment it just made her unhappy. Now this part going to tell is were everyone thinks disgusting or a pig and asshole but what ever going to say it any way. I still love my wife and the life I have. Sex is a big part of me and a big part of what makes me happy. If I continue to push my wife I may lose her so I continue explore my sexual side with out her. Remember when I said she was the preacher , I meant it. Asking to add anther partner or permission to be with another didn't got over well. She toke it personally and nearly ended us.. So now screwed bound to live a life of unhappiness. So I lie and hide the fact that I will women to do what she will not. I have met some women that are ok with me hiding them from my wife but something always comes ups. Its not an every day thing it like 3-4 times a year. So now I dirty cheater but if her ignorance is bliss ok with that.  Go Hard or Go Home but DON't go Home Hard |
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