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I lied I made my way out to my living room to use my desk top. Perhaps it was getting my ass off my bed or the left over Halloween candy that sparked my hunger to type out my thoughts, but I felt my absence warrants an additional post. To clarify...nothing ever came to fruition with Badger. I think cutting off that line of communication was one of the smartest choices I've made as of late. I tried to explore a minor<b> infatuation </font></b>with a seemingly normal man I met the old fashion way, but again, nothing arose from that other than some pretty nice sex. My birthday came and went a few weeks ago. The ex and I took advantage of the weather and discount tickets to hit the fair the last day. This is pretty much a big deal for me because the state fair has often left a week prior to my birthday. This is the first year I can recall that it closed on my birthday so I celebrated with too much food, crowded pavilions, and attempting to bribe the animal handler to let me snuggle with one of the piglets. I love love love love love love love pigs. Every year I go to the fair I make it a priority to check in on the life-stock prior to anything else. Having worked in the veterinary field the last 8 years, it allowed me the chance to actually work with pigs. Those days, I transformed back to the wide eyed 5 year old who nearly peed her pants when given the opportunity to hold something so precious. However, Mr. Handler did not think I was so cute as he declined my 5$ and offer to but him a corn dog. To touch on something previously mentioned, I am going to be venturing into a real person job later this month. Gone are the days of puppy wrangling and smooching on adorable animals as I am going into something more stable and professional. I am excited about the new challenge this presents as there is room to grow. I know my heart and passion will be in veterinary medicine, but just right now God has a bigger plan. Speaking of which, my birthday brought a calm I have been praying for. On my 25th birthday I woke up angry and miserable. Stuck in a pretty unsatisfactory relationship, stuck in a rut with work, and feeling like life wasn't going anywhere I asked God to do something. And he did. 2 job changes, a break up, various hook ups and givig my heart away to fast this birthday I simply thanked God. Despite the challenges of the past year, the confusion, and the lack of focus I still had plenty to be thankful for. I asked God for discipline to focus on how I get from point A to point Z, not ignoring the in between. I asked for the patience to learn to live without some of the frivolity that's cluttered my life lately. This year is about living in the moment, and enjoying it one day at a time. I've felt like Ive been playing a waiting game for so long. Waiting to meet my one true love, waiting to get married, to have , to make more money. None of that is a guarantee to happen in my life's story. Might as well enjoy the ride for what it is, right? I've been feeling incredibly naughty as of late. Pornhub and various mobile porn sites have allowed some relief so to speak. Sex recently has been...mediocre. I think I'm just growing into my body and wanting to explore my more submissive side. As selfish as it sounds, I want someone to worship my sweet, tight pussy and make me cum in as many ways possible. No more of this violent finger fucking or driving that hard cock in pussy that is totally not turned on and ready. There is a reason as to why I prefer the older mens...they tend to make the better lovers whereas the younger men do spike my adrenaline. I'm also hungry for a swingers party. It's been too long and I've been craving some voyeurism. Anyone know of anything going on this weekend perhaps? LOL. So....here we are. A big thank you to everyone for the wonderful comments. Thank you for taking the time to read my posts as I still figure out my voice. During all this craziness they did pick me up =-) All pretty girls are a trap, a pretty trap, and men expect them to be. |
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xhamster works for me  lol.Keep chugging darlin'. You'll find someone who wants to lick you from head to toe and do it all over again. I'm shocked that people attempt to fuck when a woman's not wet yet. Hell I love licking and sucking and getting pussy nice and dripping so I can taste a bit before I slide inside... Thanks for letting me stop by..
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