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The Lies start...and I get my way.
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The Lies start...and I get my way. So, we got to Jack in the Box which was a 30 min trip from our house in the country. He made us go in. Although his female cousin suggeted just going through the drive thru. Why mess up your mom's car, he said. Once inside and standing at the counter he pulled out some money from his pocket, bought four tacos, two milk shakes, and looked at me and said...Do you like Dr Pepper? Yes, I lied, I hated the swill. Cool, we can share a large, he said. Sharing a coke seemed odd but natural. He paid while I filled the cup and put a straw in it. I was almost gagging looking at the syrup concoction. He drank a huge gulp and handed it back to me. I drank a little, and it wasn't so bad as I had envisioned. Then he said something really corny, now we have shared germs, you are so into me. Then he laughed a very loud laugh. His cousins were just kinda there, not saying anything. As we sat and he ate, the boys ignored us girls. They both exchanged stories of high school and him, army life. I admit I was caught off guard, but didn't know how to interpret this. The cashier gave me a stare that was kinda creepy, so I unconsciously sat a little closer to my future husband at the table. I guess he felt me, because he got quiet, and looked over at the cashier. I was only touching his leg, but he tensed. As he looked at the cashier, he motioned for me to stand and switch places with him. That was all. It was like he was placing a barrier between me and the guy staring at me. Are you ok, my husband asked? Yes. A lie. I wasn't. With him talking to me again I felt a connection. Plus, him just doing that simple thing made me feel safe with him. A mistake, because I would soon learn. OMG, how I would learn. Late night dinner and back in the car, he had his male cousin drive while he and I sat in the back. I thought this is it. He is going to make a play for me. He told a joke, and it was very crude, I remember that. I didn't laugh, the people up front did, but I didn't. I don't even remember what it was to be honest. However, the jerk poked me in the ribs with his finger. It caused me to jump. His cousins thought it was funny. I stared at him willing him to wuss out for doing that to me. He seemed oblivious to it. I crossed my arms, and he tickled me under my left arm. I jumped. Wow, you jumped high on that fart, he said. I hope it doesn't smell. The little shit implied that I was passing gas. The front seat laughed, and he waved his hand like dismissing a bad smell. I was so furious, I punched him. Unfortunately, in the dark, I hit his elbow, and hurt my hand. Hey, he said, and grabbed my hand again and started to lightly massage it. Next time aim higher, he said, and you would have hit me in the shoulder, I might actually flinch there . I laughed, I couldn't help it, and he massaged my hand. He rubbed each finger, and bent each one, lightly touching them. My heart was going crazy. I was expecting another joke at my expense, but it didn't come. His tone got a little deeper, and he told a story. I was mesmerized as it seemed he used my hand as his prop for his story. Using my hand to touch him on the leg, his face, and his chest. It felt natural, and very subtle. I could feel myself get excited as he pulled me closer into him. Almost back at the house, and he had used his "story" to coax me into his arms. He was holding both of my hands as my back was into his chest, and I could hear him take in big breaths of air into his nose. His chest heaved into me with his breath intake. I was thinking about his earlier things, and honestly wondering what giving him a blow job would be like. Not that I would at that point, but the thought was circling my brain. The drive was suddenly too short, as we piled out, and I thought this was it. I was about to get out, he bit me softly on the back of my neck. Not a kiss, a bite. Electric shocks went through my body. I stood there, as his cousins went in, and he and I were standing by my mom's car. Alone, in the almost dark, and the crickets chirping. He reached for my hand and I didn't resist. My arms felt like rubber and he pulled me towards the front of the car. With the rest of the car blocking the house's view, and it almost dark. I was wondering what happens next. He spoke commandingly. "Now, you can touch it." It was like he gave me permission, but at the same time moved my hand down into his pants. JESUS! My hand was actually touching his bare dick. I was thinking he was excited, it felt very hard. He had no underwear on under his jeans. In my head, I was screaming this is a big dick. I didn't even realize my hand was moving up and down it and his hands were not holding mine. I thought at this point in my life I was going to die. His hands pulled my face towards his, and it trapped my hand down in his pants touching his dick as he kissed me. I knew I was headed to hell, but I didn't care. He was/is a good kisser. As he was kissing me, he was undressing me little by little. He unbuttoned my shirt first, and undid my bra. Like he had a lot of experience undressing women. It was a crazy thought. I thought he would actually start to rub my breast since I was shirtless, but he didn't. It was like he was teasing me, moving his fingers closer and closer to them, then backing off. I was on fire as he undid my jeans and pulled my panties off at the same time. The he started smelling me. First, at my shoulder, then blowing air at my left nipple. I pulled his face into my tit wanting him to finally touch me there, and the flood gates opened. His hand was between my legs and his fingers were rubbing on my pussy. Not very lightly either. They didn't move much, but his hand pressure against me actually had me trying to get him to move them more. This is where it gets blurry for me. I orgasmed. I was trembling. It felt so wonderful. It is like my body could not shake the euphoria I was feeling. I don't know if I screamed. I just remember the intense pleasure and my bare ass being placed on the hood of my mom's car. I don't remember when he got undressed. I had my legs spread, and my juices flowing and his hard dick was pressed just on the outside of my pussy. He held it there, as his hands roamed around my breasts. His cock was almost there. I looked down between our bodies and felt his masculinity. It was over powering me and I desired that dick. It was beautiful, and the moment seemed perfect. As I stared into his face, he was smiling. I was on the brink of madness. His hands, his cock, and his eyes seemed to match with me. Strangely, this is the moment I thought of my fiance'. Oh shit, I thought, and said out loud, I have a boyfriend. His mouth widened into a grin showing his teeth and he spoke. "Excellent." I almost blacked out as his dick went into me. I had never ever felt so full, like it was compressing my stomach. He stopped pushing it in when I put my hand into his chest. He pulled out a little, then went back in. I could feel it. It seemed like every ridge along his cock was pinching the inside of my pussy. He didn't go as far in, but his strokes went in and out, and around. It was like his dick was pushing on all spots inside me. I grabbed his ass to take more in, and he resisted. Stopping his action, and bringing my face into his shoulder and he moaned. You are not ready for it all yet, he said, besides we need to stop, I am not wearing a condom and I have taken a huge risk already. He started to pull it out. In my head I yelled NOOOO. Then I said my last lie of the night. I am on the pill. He stopped, thinking for a second, and started pushing it back in. JESUS, it felt big inside me. More, I cried. He ignored me, and started fucking me. My head was in his shoulder, and I bit down on his shoulder as I came again. He was moaning, and that only turned me on more. I had never heard a guy make a sound during sex before, and hell I had never been fucked on a car before. With my stomach turning knots, he tensed. Do you want me to cum inside you, he asked, I am close. For the first time that night I told the truth, YES, I hissed. His cock started jerking, and the car didn't seem as hot against my ass as his sperm seemed to sizzle inside me. I held onto his arms, and his cock kept fucking me. I was so turned on by it. The feel of his sperm inside me, as his cock went in and out. I had dated my fiance' for months, and we had not fucked. Heavy petting, but this was so animal like, and I couldn't stop thinking I wanted it to continue. I know I was being slutty, but at this moment I didn't care. He grabbed my hand and moved it between our bodies. My fingers were on either side of his cock as it penetrated me. His hand pushed my hand, and finally with his dick a little softer, he went into me almost all the way. Only my fingers width kept the last inch from going all the way in. I felt like I was choking from my stomach. With the pressure of his hand against my hand against my clit and his dick so far into me, I had my first multiple orgasm ever. I was still taking big breaths as he pulled my hand away and finally put his hard dick all the way in. His muscle/bone above his dick pressed into the top of my pussy. He moved a little, and pulled out. I was like a<b> damp </font></b>rag. Our juices had spilled onto the car, and he scooped them up in two fingers and drew a heart on my stomach. At the time, I was thinking, that is so gross. Now it is like my brain said the experience was so wonderful,this was wonderful. I could barely move. He used my panties to clean between my legs, and then he dressed me. I saw him in the slight glow of the moonlight naked, and I felt so slutty wanting him to just lie down with me and hold me. I had just fucked the guy, and he was so awkward getting dressed. Like he couldn't bend anymore. You live across the street, he asked? Yes, I said. I will drive you home then. He held the door open for me and I got in. It was a ten second drive, I was in a dream as he opened the door for me to get out. I expected a kiss. Instead, he handed me the keys, and the bastard slapped my ass, and walked down the long drive way. Out of my life forever I thought. I know you people think I am crazy, but until that night. I had never masturbated. It was the way I was brought up, I know. Sex was a dirty thing, and although I desired it. I didn't want to act on it and get caught. When he walked down the driveway, I went back inside the house. My parents were asleep, and my was sleeping on my bed. I normally let her sleep with me, but tonight I was a bad mommy. I picked her up and put her in her own room. Only a few more hours till daylight and I wanted to fantasize about earlier. I lay there in the dark, and touched myself. I relived the whole night in moments. Instead of my fingers, I wanted him. Not just any man, that one. Crazy? I am sorry my dearest husband, but I fell in love with you that night. I slept so good waking startled with a finger almost still inside me. Guilt. I felt so much guilt for enjoying it so much. He does bring this out in me. It like a hole inside from the very last time we had sex, which was Thursday morning to this time. The feelings were intense then, and they still are. |
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erotic...i can see why you are so smitten by him. he changed you right down to your soul.
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11/4/2011 12:49 pm |
Absolutely awesome story...Good for you two!!!!!!
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