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Blogs > rm_travelguyoh > From Me To Infinity

WHY  

rm_travelguyoh 63M
7254 posts
1/9/2012 7:59 pm

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1/10/2012 1:12 pm
WHY

I may not have my own chat room, dozens of followers; or people throwing themselves at my feet to get me in my bed. I have nothing against you; or what you need to do just to get by. It’s your life, your body, and your actions. But I don't need to have it thrown in face and live it through my grandchildren. I don’t have to look at you in the mirror, I’m happy with who I am and what I’ve had to do.

I have always said; I feel sorry for a person who needs total control over everything around them just to cover up the chaos in their own life. I also feel empathy for a person who would trade their body and soul for so little and think they have the world by the balls. I don’t need to be that person. I’ve watched to many crash and burn; god knows; I was one of them long before I met you.

In your eyes; I may be a joke and that’s ok. According to you I always was. It’s funny that you came along way from where you were; to be where you are now; because of what we did together; and that’s ok too. I don’t need your approval; the people who know the truth know better. You have much bigger things to worry about than me. One day karma and the truth will set you free. You’ve been there before; I hope the landing will be much easier this time around.

About me being sick; I came to you in May and wanted to talk about it; your response to me was “I don’t care; because it’s not my problem” I gave you your wish; and kept it to myself; until I had to come out of the closet because of my hair. So please stop telling people “I did this to get you back” or “that it’s lie”. This is the ugliness; I’ve tried to close the door to; and I’ll be damned if the stench continues to still whisper in.

You may not like me or anything that I do; and that’s ok as well. Once again; I never asked for your approval; you made it very clear; that you didn’t care. So please; just leave me alone and let me do my thing and you do your thing. Truth be told you have enough on your plate to keep worring about me and what I'm doing. We have closed all the doors except one. “Two should not have to pay for the<b> sins </font></b>of two adults who act like ”.

WHY??????
some times the things that comes from between my ears makes me pause for reflection


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