590 posts 9/19/2016 5:02 pm
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Along comes Mary
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Every time I think that I'm the only one who's lonely
Someone calls on me
And every now and then I spend my time in rhyme and verse
And curse those faults in me
And then along comes Mary
And does she want to give me kicks , and be my steady chick
And give me pick of memories
Or maybe rather gather tales of all the fails and tribulations
No one ever sees
When we met I was sure out to lunch
Now my empty cup tastes as sweet as the punch
When vague desire is the fire in the eyes of chicks
Whose sickness is the games they play
And when the masquerade is played and neighbor folks make jokes
As who is most to blame today
And then along comes Mary
And does she want to set them free, and let them see reality
From where she got her name
And will they struggle much when told that such a tender touch as hers
Will make them not the same
When we met I was sure out to lunch
Now my empty cup tastes as sweet as the punch
And when the morning of the warning's passed, the gassed
And flaccid are flung across the stars
The psychodramas and the traumas gone
The songs are left unsung and hung upon the scars
And then along comes Mary
And does she want to see the stains, the dead remains of all the pains
She left the night before
Or will their waking eyes reflect the lies, and make them
Realize their urgent cry for sight no more
When we met I was sure out to lunch
Now my empty cup tastes as sweet as the punch
Some weird shit has been happening lately so I thought I should mention it now in case something blows up later, I don't want you to be caught off guard and not have a clue. First of all, someone I know is making a movie, and they asked me to be in it. I don't know what the movie is about or what part I'll be playing yet. And yes, it's a real movie. This isn't something someone is running around with their cell phone shooting stuff and then plans to edit it together to try to make a film out of it. They have sets, props and a big budget. It will probably be in the Netflix catalog someday. Oh shit, I shouldn't tell you that because then you'll look for it and find out my real identity. Nah, you ain't that smart, so I'm not worried.  Ordinarily, that would be the big news and I would write a giant post about it. But something else is in the works I think could have a greater impact on me and my life. I met this girl. We're not dating officially yet, and we haven't done anything sexually with one another. But this situation is evolving rapidly and I feel like I've known her a long time and she frightens me with how insightful she is about things. Usually, I'm the insightful one everybody is afraid of. That's why this situation troubles me so much. Well, I'll try to give you the details but it may sound strange and unbelievable! That's okay, because that's how I feel about it too. First of all, we have met before, but I don't think we knew one another at the time. A few years ago, we were working at the same place at the same time. But, there were so many other people there as well, we could have passed one anther everyday and not realized it. I don't remember her, but I could have met her and not remember. Usually, when I meet a girl, I approach her and start talking to her first. This time, she approached me, I was standing on the street talking to my friend, the one who gave me a ride to the who concert a few months ago. She came up to me like she was in distress. She told me she hurt her ankle and asked me to give her a ride "? Me, being a gentlemen, agreed of course and took her where she needed to go. Oh, by the way, did I mention she's young and hot!   That may have influenced my chivalry intentions?  When I first met her, I broke my own rule, of never under estimating someone. I know you dumb asses do that all the time and especially did it with me, and that's why you always get screwed blued and tattooed!  But I try not to make that mistake. I said I try to, I didn't do it this time and I think I'm starting to regret it. I thought she was a poor street urchin and an air headed stupid bimbo. Boy was I ever wrong, she's just the opposite. She's smart and rich, the demeanor she showed to me when we first met was just an act. Probably to lure me in? Well, as we were driving along together, I talked to her. She seemed naïve at first, but I quickly changed my opinion because of some of the comments she made. I looked at her and realized, she was much smarter then she was letting on. So while we were talking she told me her phone wasn't turned on. I guess she couldn't afford the monthly plan or minutes. But she could still send texts. After I dropped her off at a friends place in town. I thought I would do her a favor and buy some minutes for her phone. Now, in case anyone gets the wrong idea. I wasn't doing this to curie favor with her. I could have done a lot of other things that would have been more effective if that was my intention. I do this sort of thing all the time for friends and girls I know, and I never get anything in return, not even the money back that they owed me.  But, I thought she was cute and I'd do her a favor just to be nice. I know how important having your phone is, especially for a young girl with an active social life like she seemed to be. How she looks is, like a model or an actress. She actually resembles several famous girls in the movies, I can't think of any names right now, if one comes to me I'll tell you here. She has long brown blonde hair, a slim figure, kind of tall, not really, like average height but definitely not short. After I bought her the minutes, she was on the phone with the tech at a café using my phone to give them the information to get her phone turned back on. I looked at her and close up and she has the eyes nose and lips of a model. I've seen that look in magazines all the time. Anyway, I'm jumping the gun a little here. Before that happened. I texted her the next day after we met and told her I wanted to get her phone turned back on. What surprised me was how elated she was that I was doing this for her. I didn't think it was a big deal, I still don't. But like I said, for a girl like that, the phone is her life blood, so that's probably why. I asked her where she lived, so I could pick her up and take her to the phone store. She gave me an address, and I looked it up on the GPS. It was out in the country or in the middle of no where. I thought she was a poor inner city dweller. I get there, and it's a big spread out in the country. For me personally, every serious relationship I've ever had with girls, they always live with their rich parents out in the country somewhere. So as I'm going up the long ass drive way, I'm thinking, " well, here we go, Deja vue all over again ". That in itself would have been enough to impress me, but there was more. When I pulled up, I found myself in the middle of a drama she was having with her ex boyfriends Mother. Apparently, and I'm still sketchy on the details, he was doing drugs, or OD'd and the cops showed up, she hid in the closet. He took off and is now a fugitive, so now his Mom was there trying to find him and accusing her of hiding him. She screams at this bitch, " He's not here, he's not here "! And then goes into the house to put her shoes on because I pulled up. She was standing there barefoot and looking incredibly sexy, she's lucky I didn't jump out of the car, throw her to the ground, tear her panties off and start fucking her while I kissed her feet, right there in the drive way!  That would have made an impression on her ex boyfriends Mother, I'll tell you what!  But, I digress. So, then after the Princess goes to get shoes for her pretty feet, and believe me, she's a princess in every shape of the term. The irate Mother turns attention towards me!   I'd only met this girl a day ago and this was the first time I was at her house. This woman starts giving me the third degree, asking me questions, like where her was? And taking down my license plate number. I tried to ignore her and not get drawn in to this bullshit situation. Then finally, the princess comes back, jumps in my car and we head off. With the irate Mother on our tail. I guess she figured we were going to where her was hiding from the po po?! Fortunately, my car had a big ass engine and I out ran her, eventually. We get to the phone store, and do the dew, and she gets her phone back on. On the way home she makes me stop at a road side stand so she can get some vegetables. This is something my wife used to make me do. I hadn't done it in so long I thought I'd forgotten about it. It brought back a flood of memories. So, then, she told me she needed money, because she's not working at the moment. So, I have some work I need done and no time to do it. So I gave the job to her. It involves painting and car parts, that's all I'm saying about it. She said she loves to paint, who'd a thunk that, right? And was happy to do the job for me! Okay, I told her about my videos and how I'm a musician. She hasn't seen any of me videos, because the internet on her phone isn't activated yet. Don't ask!  But she's all up in my shit as if she has seen them already. We've been texting back and forth, and speaking, but I rather text her, because she un-nerves me with the things she says to me sometimes. It's like she knows things about me, or things she shouldn't know or have any idea about. I'm left wondering, " how does she know that "? Half the time. And it's not just because she's a woman. I know lots and lots of women, and none of them have the insight that she does about things. So, the other day, I stop by her place, after I texted her to make sure she was there, to see how the work was coming along,. I get there, and she texts me to " come on back ". Come on back? Yeah, that's what I was thinking too. It's a big elaborate thing with garages and stuff, so that's what I thought she meant. To go to the garage? Instead, I get to the back yard and there's this big gazeebo in the middle of it! I go towards it and the Princess pops out, wearing socks this time. She has this thing set up like a combination, party crash pad, bedroom and whatever else she's into place. It's got electricity too, because she has the tv on. I'm looking around and I tell her, " hey, this is really cool, I want to get one of these for my back yard too "! We talk a little, I tell her about this other troubadour I met and he gave me some idea's for a video and she could help me film it. Then she starts commenting on my videos about how they are just me. I look at her and say, " I thought you haven't seen any of them yet "? She says she hasn't, but is going by what I told her. See, that's what I mean by un nerving me with stuff. Either she's seen them and is lying, or she's incredibly insightful. I know she didn't view any of them, because the numbers on the views for the video's haven't changed, so that means she's figured it out all by herself. Which is worse, because I can't stand a woman I can't keep secrets from!  Anyway, she still freaks me out. I'll add more later. I'm sure she'll do something noteworthy, very soon. This ones a trip, that's for sure!
Addendum
This bitch is driving me nuts! More on that topic in a minute. First of all, I have more information about the movie I'll be in. I talked to the producer again and here is what he told me. I'll be playing a snitch and there will be a scene where a bunch of guys will be chasing me down an alley. Wait, there's more, I asked him about the nature of the film and details about it's distribution. Turns out, it's not going to be a straight to DVD like I thought. It's actually going to be an IMAX movie! Yeah, can you believe it?! I'm not concerned about my part. DeNiro started in movies playing a junkie, and he's one of the biggest stars in the world now. So, like they say, there's no small parts only small actors. But, if the film blows up and I get more offers and become a movie star. One of the movies I would love to do a remake of is " Rollerball "! The original with James Caan! I know they did a remake already but that was a stupid piece of shit. This would be cool like the original! Plus, that movie has always haunted me for some odd reason. If I actually do get the chance to remake it and star in it, then I guess I'll know why, huh?! Okay back to my inamorata. I could tell you things about her like her life style and behavior, and you would think, because of those factors, is the cause and reason for the problems I'm having with her. Or, you might think because she's a party girl and the disparity of our ages would be the main reason. And, there was a time, when I was young and dumb and full of cum, that I would have agreed with you. But, with age, comes experience and wisdom. So, the real reason she's such a bain to me, is because she's a Leo! I used to think that astrology stuff was bullshit too, like I said, when I was young and stupid. But there really is some merit to it. Because every time I meet someone and get to know them, and then later find out their sign, I realize they follow their astrological chart or character to a T. Well, in this case, she told me early on, so I figured there would be problems and I was right. She doesn't realize it, but she's following the old Leo line of behavior perfectly. I could make a list, and then check off the stuff she's doing one by one. Every Leo I've ever met has been exactly the same! But here is the thing, she doesn't know, that I know this aspect about her, and I can do an end run around her to cut her off. But it still won't be easy. Like for instance, she calls me up last night and starts talking shit to me about some guy she's attracted to. I fly off the handle of course and then she comes back with " oh, I detect a hint of jealousy in you "! Which just enrages me even more! So, then, I realized, she's just yanking my chain and try to wind me up, so I cut her off and tell her to have a good evening and I hung up. This is the kind of shit that Leo's do, try to manipulate you emotionally so they can get control over you. You might think, all women do that. Yeah, but not like this. I've been played so many times by Leo's like that, I have tread marks all over me from it. She called me up again this morning, I guess to see if I would still speak to her after the bullshit she tried on me the day before. I was cordial to her, but I didn't give in or come running after her, like she expected me to. Besides, another thing she seems to fail to realize, is that I'm being pursued by other women just like her. Another one, I've only recently become aware of, is this black girl I know. She's not real black, I think one of her parents were white. But, she's very charming and extremely sexy!  I've fucked my share of black women, don't get me wrong. I'll fuck any woman, if she's attractive enough. And the Dragon lady is still in the picture too! So, if this Leo, thinks she's just going to play games with me, and wrap me around her finger she's in for a big surprise. Because these other ones have designs on me too! Ideally, I would like to have a polygamy sort of situation, where we all live together in a big house or farm, and I just fuck a different wife every night!  But, because society frowns on that type of situation, I guess I'll just have to stay single and fuck them individually like I've been doing. So, until the Leo engages her next plan of attack, I'll be watchful.
Addendum
I was going to write a whole other post, but since I got this one started....Anyhoo! You're probably wondering about what's new with my latest squeeze? Well, to put it succinctly, we were together in an intense relationship, but now were in limbo because she's gone away, for a while. I don't know when she'll be back, or if she'll be back? First of all, no, we haven't done the nasty, yet! It's not that either party isn't interested, it's just kind of complicated. She sends me mixed signals, and then I'm usually mad at her for something, so we go back and forth like that. In retrospect, I'm glad now that we didn't, because it would have just made the situation more complicated. And it's tricky enough so as it is. I'll just tell you snippets of scenes from a travesty, and you can make your own assumptions. I was driving her home one night, and I suggested she stop by and see my place. She invited me to her house so many times, I figured it would be the decent thing to do. I told her " I may have some of my sexual torture devices still laying out around the house ". She replied, " How do you know I wouldn't be interested in something like that "? I just looked at her! So, we get to my house, and she starts looking around at everything. She noted how over grown my front garden is. When we go inside, she continues to look around even more. My house is like a museum, I have all kinds of books, art, and music stuff all over the freaking place. It's also kind of a mess because I never clean anything. It's not that bad, or at least I don't think it is. She says " she wants to clean my house "! I tell her " no, I have it just the way I like it "! Then she goes to use the down stairs bathroom and starts screaming about the spiders! I tell her. " hey, leave those guys alone, they're my friends, and we have an arrangement with one another. I let them live here and they can have all the fly's they can catch in their webs "! She thinks I'm nuts of course! Then she really lays into me about cleaning up around here. I take her upstairs and show her some of my guitars and music equipment. She doesn't know what any of this stuff is, or what is does. So then I ask her if she wants to stay for dinner? She agrees. So I make shrimp, rice and vegetables. While I'm doing that, she clears off the coffee table in the living room and sets it up for dining. She finds a couple of<b> candles </font></b>and makes it really romantic. When the foods done, I ask her to dish it out while I go get my Monterey Pop festival blue ray dvd to watch while were eating. I wanted her to see the Mama's and the Papa's performance because she reminded me so much of Michelle Phillips! But first I put on the Associations performance of " Along comes Mary " the lyrics of which I have posted here. While she's serving the food I come into the kitchen and start singing the words to this song right to her face! LOL! We have dinner and it's very nice. In fact it's the nicest dinner I've had with someone in I don't know how long. She then suggests one of her songs " slipknot's vermillion ". I didn't get the symbolism of a dead girl being floated around by a strong breeze, but what ever. So, then I show her some of my videos. She hasn't seen any of them yet. She's impressed of course, but while were looking through the videos, she sees the one I made for Erica, called " the goddess ", that's just a montage of her pictures set to music. She asks me, " who's that "? I tell her, " it's a long story ". And change the subject. Incidentally, her personality is similar to Erica's too. I didn't tell her that of course. So, she finds a book to read, and were sitting on the bench on my porch. I'm rubbing her feet and she's smoking a joint! We talk some more and then I take her home. That was our big date. It was actually better then if I would have taken her to a show or something. Then, about a week later, I come home from work and find my entire front garden had been weeded out and landscaped. Yeah, her Mom has a landscaping business and they came in there and did it. They did a wonderful job! I told her how impressed I was and that she really didn't have to do that. I'm glad she couldn't get into my place, or she might have cleaned that bitch up too! But what about my friends the spiders? Well, that was the best part, after that we went back to arguing and fighting. She needs me, for some odd reason, and I'm attracted to her, because she's young and hot, duh! LOL! Now we're apart, and I don't know what will happen next? So, that's what's up for now.
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