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Anticipation
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Anticipation "Holly" will be here in 5 days. It will be so wonderful to take a break from the sex with my buddies and really dive into "making love." Playing with the fellas is great and all, but I CAN'T WAIT to not only get inside of a woman, but to really BE WITH someone. I'm a little nervous about unleashing the "full wrath" of my passion and sex drive - I hope she can hold up! The last time I saw her several weeks ago was at her home where I had to share her with her friends & family, and the various activities & running around we had scheduled (which was ALL GREAT). The time a month prior to that she and I spent a long weekend at a Sacred Sexuality festival which involved mostly unbridled sex and exploration. This visit will also be largely unrestricted. For the week that she's here, I will only be working two days in the home office and otherwise will take vacation time. I am also in eager anticipation of hooking up with a new guy this afternoon. He is a self-proclaimed voracious bottom who is interviewing talent for a gang bang in mid Aug - a box on my list that needs to be checked! I am living the anticipation of taking a day off today (although I had a 6:00 a.m. conference call...). I've gotten a nice amount of tree pruning done this morning, and soon I'm going to launch into some housework. First on the list are the neglected upstairs bedrooms. I'm anticipating the arrival of the kiddos. I get them through Tuesday. Yay! I'm in anticipation of seeing where my new friendship with "Gayle" goes. She & I met online about a month ago. She lives nearby, about 20 miles away. She is also pagan, and being so gives her awareness of the poly lifestyle. She has had<b> open relationships </font></b>before, but never a poly relationship (yet). She is now pretty much over a long-term rotten relationship. Less than a week after she met me she also met a new guy while out on a business trip who is looking like the next love of her life. She is falling hard for him and just returned from paying him a 10 day visit at his home in Boston. I love how she and I can discuss our new & growing loves. She and I are quick becoming good friends with our many shared interests and perspectives, but I am compelled to advance things to Friends-With-Benefits. HOWEVER, I still have a little too much gentleman in me and am not messing things up for what looks like something really great for her with the new guy. SO, why not push harder? I've been asking myself that a lot. For one, she's about 15 years younger than me. How is a guy to tell the difference between an attractive woman who wants to be a friends and an attractive woman who wants to be a friend AND mess around between the sheets? The answer: I'm going to point-blank ask. When the moment is right. When she and I met up earlier this week we hung out in her apartment drinking gin. She taught me a card game which was a lot of fun: Egyptian Rat Fuck. I think the name is more fun than the game itself. She told me all about her wonderful trip to Boston that she just returned from. She showed me pictures of her Boston fella and his . More gin. More cards. Her apartment is small. She started pulling out her collections. We were in her bedroom looking at her wonderful collections of stones, gems, and wands. She also showed me a stack of amazing graphic art that she's done. Here I thought she was an all-science gal. SO, am I absurdly naive to not have made moves on her when we were sitting on her bed looking at her collection of wands, which can be interpreted as phallic symbols? The answer is a resounding YES. Had I not just fucked a guy two hours earlier I would have certainly been more assertive. Next visit I will pace my carnal satisfaction to accommodate moving that relationship to a new level! Well, time to continue making this a productive day! - Geminimikey |
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