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Blogs > rm_realcuck > Making of a Sexual toy/Cuck

Why???  

rm_realcuck 55T
72 posts
5/15/2015 2:25 am

Last Read:
5/15/2015 10:15 am
Why???
A lot of people me why I turned out to be a kinky obedient bi sissy. i have to admit it comes down to life long comments and quotes. I remember the early comments because they hurt so much but sometime around 20 they stopped hurting and started to feel normal and eventually feel good... Here are the ones I remember.

pre 6
1. sir you shouldnt bring your in here (mens shower)
2.he is going to have a tough life (same person)

pre 12
1. He is a fucking girl (dad to mom)
2. it should be ok when he hits puberty (dr to dad because my penis was not observable before puberty)

13 (shower jr high)
1. are you a boy?
2. gay
3. faggot
4. you should suck my dick

14
1. giggle (first girl to see my penis)

15
1. you would look good in my sisters panties. (first boyfriend)
2. you do look good could you put rest on?
3. I dont want that im not gay (first boyfiend)
4. aww its cute (second girl to see my penis)

16
1. thats just sad (first girlfriend and first girl to see it erect)
2. I can't but i will play with it (same girl)
3. I'm sorry i can't do this (same girl giggling)
4. FUCK jerry you have to see this (locker room)
5. I heard it is not big (a girl i didnt know)
6. i heard you suck dick (school mate)
7. suck my dick (school mate)

17 (after word got out i sucked cock)
1. you better fucking be in the resteoom after lunch
2. can i see it? (a friend of my first girlfriend)
3. can we measure it? (same girl)
4. No thats a pussy not a dick (locker room, my hair completely covered my penis and i shaved it ever since)
5. baby boy (chant in hallway of school)
6. sissy boy (the teasing evolved)

18
1 are you hard? ( 3rd girlfriend touching my erect penis over my jeans)
2. laughimg (smae girlfriend as she masturbated me to orgasm)
3. put on my panties (same gir)
4. you look better as a girl (same girl)
5. show her (same girl wanted me to show her friend my penis)
6. He is gay (same girl afer we broke up)

20
1. you are still a virgin? ( future 4th girldriend)
2. oh i get it now (same girlfriend after she saw my penis)
3 do you wear panties all of the time?
4. do you want to be a girl? (same girl)
5 would you like me to stick it up your butt? (same girl)
6 can I measure it (same girl)
7 oh my god it is 2 1/2 inches (same girl)
8. no fuckung way (same girl after after i told her she could play with it)

after that point the jabs started to turn me on but when people see they are not affecting you they get worse and it becomes a vicious cycle
sukmanov 68M
635 posts
5/15/2015 2:49 am

 Cruel comments and bullying can have a lasting effect and we look for love and affection wherever we can find it to help ease the pain and loneliness.
You have clearly been through a lot and I hope you realise that you are a not just there to make others feel good and you have to be content and happy too. You look terrific and people should have to earn your attention and affection.


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