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Blogs > LeftyMcNitty > McNitty's Ramblings

I may have accidently become a  

LeftyMcNitty 48M
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6/12/2014 6:17 pm

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6/12/2014 6:21 pm
I may have accidently become a

If you read some of my old posts you'll see I occasionally work as an art model. I mostly model for a drawing group, but some times I pose for a one on one session with an artist. These can often be a bit awkward at first. I show up at somebody's space, meet the artist, exchange pleasantries and with in 5 or 10 minutes of meeting this person I am standing in front of them with out any clothes on.
After those first 5 or 10 minutes most of the awkwardness is gone. When the artist is drawing or painting their attention is on their art and I'm focusing on holding still. We have other things to think about.
There's also the matter of personal safety. As you will be warned on this very site, getting naked in the home of some one you've just met has certain inherent risks. Luckly I'm a fairly large man and I know how to defend myself. I've never been in a situation where I've felt threatened but it's always a possibility.
A while ago I was contacted by an artist who wanted me to pose for him. I met him at his studio. He showed me around and commented on that awkwardness that I just described. I agreed and figured we should get the awkward part over with. I asked where I should undress. (I generally don't undress in front of the artist. I change into a bath robe and wear that when I'm not posing)
The first part of the session went well. Once he was drawing me the awkwardness went away as usual.
This was several months ago and when I've thought about that day most of my thoughts have concerned what happened after we took a short break. Writing this now, to try to review the entire day, I realize my memory is not clear on the events that led up to the break. I recall he was a bit familiar and I didn't discourage him.
After the break he sat down at his easel and I took up a Captain Morgan pose. After 5 or so minutes in the pose he commented on the fact that I was semi-erect. I hadn't even noticed I was.
Erections happen occasionally when modeling. Usually you ignore them and they go away. But he commented on it again. I became self conscious and found my self with a full on erection. "Do you want me to take care of that for you?" he asked. I laughed. He asked if I wanted to take a break. I told him if he was OK drawing me like this I was OK posing like this. He went back to drawing. But not for very long. After a minute or so he smiled and said "I'm sorry, this is too distracting", got up and approached me.
I remember thinking "what's he doing? Is he doing what I think he's doing? Yes, he is doing what I think he's doing." He reached out and started to stroke me.
My mind went back to when I was in college and I applied for a job as a stripper.( Almost a Stripper ) I remembered the owner explaining where the line between stripping (i.e. legal) and<b> </font></b>(i.e. illegal) was. I was pretty sure we had just crossed over that line. But I didn't stop him.
After I finished we hung around and talked for a while. We scheduled another modeling session for two weeks and he paid me. I said "I just want to be clear, this is for the modeling, nothing else." He said we were clear.
As I dove home I thought things over. Did I want to go back there? Well, I needed the money. Was what had happened illegal? Maybe. Was I OK with what had happened? I thought about it. If I had been there for some other reason, with no money changing hands, and he had reached between my legs would I have stopped him? No, he's a nice older man, friendly smile, pleasant to talk to. If he wanted to play with my dick I had no problem with that, money or no money. So I went back to his studio the next week.
I've modeled for him several times since then. Some have ended the way our first session ended some haven't. But our schedules haven't matched up lately. I haven't modeled for him in a couple months and in the last month I've started seeing some one, and it's getting fairly serious. So if I model for him again I'll have to let him know, no more happy endings to our sessions. We'll see what the reaction is.

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