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Life as a T-Girl part 15
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Life as a T-Girl part 15 Part 15 Cruising It can take me a few hours to get all dressed and ready. Showering, shaving, make-up, hair, nails, and finally clothes ALL take time. And it hurts when I finally actually find a man that is ready and willing to meet. I do get nervous. Nervous that he may not show! Nervous, that all he wants is for me to go to my knees and just give him a blow job? Nervous, that he will not kiss me. Nervous, that if we Kiss, feel each other up, get undressed and I find that he is a bit too thick for me. Nervous that if we click his is right for me will he refuses to wear protection. All this and more, runs through my girlish mind. Let me tell you about a normal night out goes before I learned about Changes the bar I go to. So, considering people that I am close to and live with do not know that I dress. I shower and shave then put on my underwear and stocking. I then head out the door to go into the basement to put on my Make-up, Blouse, Skirt, heels, Jewelry, hair, and finally my nails. Now I walk back upstairs listening for other and hoping no one is coming in the door. I make it outside! I light a cigarette and walk over and get in my car. So far, so good! I start the car and pull out to Aurora and go south to Capitol Hill. I drive up Denny Way to Broadway and I discover I am low on cigarettes so I turn left then right onto John St. I drive up John St. to 15th Ave E and turn right. There is a 7-11 store down one block it is a store I have been inside many times but I still get nervous walk in. I start to drive past to see how busy they are and see there are a few people inside, so I pull into the parking lot. I put the transmission in park and shut the engine off un-do my seat belt and grab my wallet. As I open my door of my car another car pulls up alongside as a young couple walks out of the store. I walk in the doorway. My heart racing as it always does when I leave the anonymousness of my car. I can feel everyone’s eyes on me. I want to bolt back to me car. But, I am low on cigarettes and this is the fastest place I know where I can get in and out. The guy in the car that just pulled up next to me, walks in behind me I can see his reflection in the door as he’s checking me out! I wait in line behind two guys buying beer. While one pays the other licks his lips and give quite whistle. His friend looks over at me and they both smile and I return the smiles. It is finally my turn so I ask for pack of Salem gold 100’s. The clerk smiles at me and says it nice to see me. It’s been a while. It has, almost two weeks and he still remember what I smoke. I give him a ten and even with my manly hands he put the change into my hand touching my skin ever so gently. I am not sure but he may have even winked at me. I take my cigarettes and as I walk out the door the guy standing in line behind me opens the door for me. I smile and thank him. Girls still like men to hold and open doors for them. I get back into my car. Fasten my seat belt and give myself a big breath and sigh. In the mirror I check my lipstick and fix my lips. I turn right on 15th, drive down to Madison then turn onto Pike St. It looks like the cops are out in force tonight. I wait in the normally heavy traffic at the light at Broadway I see this black guy I know that sells rugs and I no he is wanting to sell me some tonight. I don’t do drugs and I have told him over and over again. I did give him a blow job a couple of times but he loves to sell drugs! I drive around the area a few blocks here. A few blocks there and finally find a place to park on Harvard. I park my car and wait for most of the people to walk on by. I finally get the gumption to get out. I stand on the sidewalk working out the path I will follow and I walk towards Pine St. The taxis are cursing by with several honking at me and asking if I need a taxi. I wave them off and continue walking. I am nervous but I try to walk like I have a purpose. At the corner I stand as another group of people stand with me. The women smile. A couple of the guys give me a look. One even smiles at me but when the light changes we all walk on. Down the small hill I go to the next block where the “R” place is at. There are a large group of mixed crowd standing, talking and smoking as I walk past. A guy even whistles at me as I continue to walk. At summit I turn left towards Pike St. A car drives slowly by; I smile as he continues on. At Pike I turn left again walking back towards where I parked my car. At Boylston I stop at the corner a, as I usually do, and check out the flyer, hand bills stapled to the utility pole. I find some new ones and put on my glasses to read a few. Several cars drive by and stop for the stop sign. A few are looking me over as I read the bills. I finish a cigarette just as this guy pulls up. I have seen him drive by a few times but this time he rolls a window down and asks if we can talk. I look at him and around the area and climb in. As he drives we both introduce ourselves and he asks me what I am up to. My normal answer is not much and you. The same he says. We drive around a few more blocks and he puts a hand on my leg and sees that I am comfortable with him on my leg. As we continue to drive he takes my hand and places it on his crotch so I can feel his cock. I suck in a quick breath and begin to rub him. His hand on my leg starts to stroke my leg from the knee to under my skirt. Going higher and higher, as he rubs my leg. My hand is busy rubbing him. He finds the top of my stockings and I feel his fingers searching for my panties and he soon finds them he to sucks in a breath. We stop for a stop sign and I stare into his eyes and lean forward hoping, wishing, wanting him to kiss me. He does! And I kiss him back and then our tongues begin to probe each other mouths. He asks if I have a place nearby and I tell him I don’t hoping he may have one himself. We drive a little further on and disappointment is on each other’s faces. I tell him I know a parking lot or too we might find helpful and he drives to one. We both undo our seatbelts and we neck for some time. My hand rubbing his hard, throbbing cock even harder. His hands feeling and squeezing my breasts and panties. The longer we kiss the more buttons he undoes on my blouse and soon he has his hands inside the cups of my bra. Meanwhile, I fumble with is zipper until he unzips and pulls his pants down past his knees. I can see his hard cock under his underwear and uncover his cock squealing my pleasure. I kneel in the front seat and put my face next to his cock, my breast pressed into his leg and begin to lick him from root to tip. His pleasure is showing as he asks for me to suck him. I lick his cock and balls then put my lip around his shaft taking him deep into my mouth. I can feel his hands on my head as his wants to force his cock deeper but I have a hand around him to prevent a gag. My head slowly bobs and he squirms in his seat. Every once in a while I find my head trapped by the steering wheel. I come up for a moment or two and we kiss long and heavy are our breaths and I go back down on him. There have been men I have been with that would have already cum by now. And there have been men where I could suck them forever and not get even some pre-cum to ooze a drop. But this guy tonight is ready to cum! Between sucks, I tell him to cum. Cum in my mouth. Just let it go. He smiles and shortly he tells me he is about to cum. I suck him harder and faster. His hands are pushing on my head. “oh Yea! Baby! I’m cumming!” and I feel his cock get tight. His cock muscles are throbbing. I taste his cum as it fills my mouth! He pulls me off his cock and kisses me to taste his cum in my mouth and takes some in his. I break off the kiss and lean back far enough to et him watch as I swallow. We kiss again and I feel the cum he took re-enters my mouth and again I ltip my head back to swallow and he kisses my throat. I kisss him then m aim is to suck him some more. To clean his cock of any cum left indie or that had oozed down his shaft, His cock is tender as I continue to suck a d soon he is pulling me off. As he is kissing me, he is also pushing me onto my back getting on top of me. Telling me that heenjoyed me. I tell him I enjoyed his cock and loved our time together. I know he is done and after a while he watches as I re-do my bra and button my blouse back up. I pull my panties back on as he pulls his pants up. We drive back t were he picked me up we kis one last time then he asks for my umber. I give it to him and climb out wave to each other as he pulls away. I fix my lipstick and light up a cigarette. I am not smoking because I am nervous, but because I really did have a nice time too. I might not always have a successful rendezvous like this. I might go out nine, ten times over a three week period and maybe hook up once, but on this night my luck was doing fine with me. I probably took two steps when another car pulled up. Looking in the window told me there was no doubt what he wanted. His pants were already down past his ankles. Without any hesitation, I open the door and climbed in and put my fingers around his cock. He was twelve inches long and over three inches thick. Hard and horny. He wasn’t a kisser and had my lips around him before he pulled away from the curb. He found place to park right on Pike street and it wasn’t log before he was cramming down my throat, gagging me with his cock and soon forced my head down and held him deep in my throat as he came! I could not breath and he still held me deep. I thought I heard him laugh as I stugled to breath as I chocked. As soon as he let me go I almost vomited. I could not taste his cum because he came in my thoart. But I let him know I did not like it. He was still laughing as I opened the door and left. I was mad! I was pissed! And I was furious!. I fixed my lipstick again and had another cigarette to try to get the taste of bile out of my mouth. One meeting with a guy every few weeks is normal! Tow is almost unheard of. But this night I was picked up by a third! Never happened before and I has never happened snce! After calming down and finishing my cigarette, I had started to walk back to me car when this really cute guy approached. I almost walked by him when he said, “Rough night?” “You might say that” “I saw what a jerk he was! To do that to such a beautiful woman! That was just so wrong!” I stopped and looked at him. He stepped up putting his arms around me to hold me gently. I melted into his arms. “I would never do that to such a woman as you.” “Thank You. That is so sweet of you to say,” I heard myself say. He drew out a couple of cigarettes and offered me one. I took it and he gave me a light. Still with an arm around me, he brushed the hair from my face and stared into my eyes. Then he kissed me ever so gentle. I felt like putty with him. He never asked or said a thing but directed me towards the street and flagged down a cab. We climbed in and went to his place about five blocks away. I was still somewhat in a dream state. “Where are we going?” “My place” he said as if I should have known. “It does not seem right to let you go off while what happened. You don’t mind do you?’ “No, not really. I just . . “ “Don’t’ worry we won’t do anything unless you want to”. His words calmed me, I felt at ease with him. We rode in the cab for the five blocks and entered his apartment building, into the elevator. He walked me with an arm around my waist and once we were in the elevator, he held me with both arms staring in my eyes. I found myself closing my eyes and tipped my head back as our lips touched, Soon we were necking and still as the elevator carried at his floor. We got off and walked to his apartment. He leaned me against the door and unlocked it then kissed me as he opened the door. He walked me in to the living room and asked me to sit down turning on his tv asked if I would like something to drink “Yes. Please. A diet coke if you have some?” He brought me a glass open the soda and pour it in front of me. “I would not want you to think I added anything to it!” He laughed. We sat next to each other kissing like<b> teenagers. </font></b>Before long I found myself rubbing his pants and he took it as a sign to feel me up. It was not long before we had our clothes off and were in bed together. I stroked his cock and sucked on him He suckled my nipples and was soon fingering me. On my back, I stared in his eyes as he laid on top of me. “Please!” I said to him and soon he had my legs on his shoulders spreading me wide. He laid down on me and kissed. “Are you sure?” “Yes” I said. I felt him lube me and finger me. First one, then two and finally three fingers he had fingering me. “Oh Sweetie! I want you so much!” I felt his hard cock touch my skin. Shivers ran up my spine from between my legs to my breasts. He pushed. I breathed a little hard and relaxed. He pushed again entering me further and I relaxed even more. He push again and harder as e entered me. I felt a little pain and yt it felt wonderful. Soon he was pumping me and I was yelping with pleasure and pain. I begged him to fuck e harder. Then faster I begged more. I was very vocal with him inside me pleasuring us both. My breathing short breathes and telling him how much I wanted him! I felt his cock throb inside me. Pumping me so good. The sound coming from our bodies was a dream in my ears. Suddenly he stopped and was pushing and holding himself deep inside me. Holding my hips so tight. I knew he was going to exploded and so was I! We came together then he collapsed on top of me. He started to pull out and I told him not to and started to squeeze with my muscles. He cooed as I did and we enjoyed our connection. We stayed that way until he went soft and slid out. He turned to his back and I placed my head on his chest. We laid together until he asked if we could do it again. I looked in his eyes and said. “What do you think?”Soon he was making love to me again and again. I noticed that it was beginning to get lighter in the sky I knew the time was getting late. I knew I had to make that walk of shame and get undressed form home. I did not want to go and neither did he want me to go. But I had to. I got dressed as he watched. Into the bathroom I went to fix my make-up. He follow and watched me unwilling to let me go. After I replaced my lip stick we took me into his arms and told me what every girl like me loved to hear.’ I wish you were a woman!” I get shocked up when a man says this to me. It IS the best comment I could ever hear. We Kissed and I found myself on my knees sucking him like there was no tomorrow. He turned me and lifted my skirt. He had my panties down before I could say yes, pr no. Soon we were standing in his bathroom with be slightly bent over as he fucked me from the rear. I twisted to turn to him as he pounded me and we kissed as he came inside me again. I love it when a man treats me as he did. It is unfortunate more don’t act this way. He called me a taxi and waited until it arrived, paid the driver, and let me go. I made that walk of shame with my head held high and still feeling as if he was still in me. Oh how much I wish I could see him again. But he was after all a student at Seattle U and soon left for a job in the East. I chat with him on line occasionally, but I know we will never see each other again. It seems to work out that way for me. Find a real man then only to loose him because of him moving or our schedules never seem to work out.  Life is short and I like who I am! |
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