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*bursts out laughing* well no wonder that dude in the mirror doesn't look anything like the pics I've posted here... those pics were taken shortly after I got outta stir aka a literal dungeon where I was starved and beaten for two years until I finally said "fine, I did it" even though I didn't *sighs* I was down to 111 pounds when they finally let me out, and hadn't seen the sun (no joke) for two years... no wonder I looked like shit then... I'm up to about 145 now, and, with a little more work, should hit 150 by the end of the year... I've never been able to bulk up past 150 no matter how hard I tried, and there have been times, especially back in Alaska, when I did, indeed, try. *shrugs* But I'm getting muscle and skin tone back, and I gotta say, these past few weeks, I've been feeling really Good. This, of course, has me feeling paranoid as well, because for so many years I was Not feeling good, thus, something MUST be drastically wrong with me, right? Like when cancer victims go through remission and feel really good and healthy right before they croak... Or maybe this is just normal for guys approaching fifty years old... second wind, then BLAMO, heart explodes or some such *laughs* me not care, after all, I Feel Good, ya know? *grins* Anyway, I'll work on finding someone with a more or less decent cell phone camera to snap a few shots of me and swap out those renegade from the refugee camp shots with something a bit more recent. Not that that will help me score a hand to hold or anything, but I'm all about truth in advertising, ya know? hell, last thing I want is to finally hook up with someone only to discover that they actually get off on that Auschwitz look and then have them get pissed off at me 'cause I don't look like my pics anymore. I Do have muscle now. I know this to be true 'cause I did 450 push ups at work today. that may sound like a lot, but trust me, it isn't. My guy at work is a body builder, and about a month ago he started leaning on me to do push ups with him during line breaks or gaps just so he wouldn't have to do them alone... that first week he'd have to Really lean on me to get me to join in with him, and I was lucky to get a 100 or so a day in with him... the next week he didn't have to lean so much then he didn't have to lean at all... this week I've just been doing them on my own, whether he does them or not. tonight I was doing my reps and another coworker sez to me "you don't have to do those, he split already" I had to tell him, I'm not doing these to save face with my guy no These are for me... ... and the few<b> chicks </font></b>we have at the factory who pretend not to watch but do... 'cause, you know, even though they Say they like "nice guys" who are "in touch with their emotions" and are "sensitive" and alla that rot there, fact of the matter is,<b> chicks </font></b>dig muscles *grins* as always, it's good to be free whovonovich |
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