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Blogs > Guilewolf > how you like me now

day 2 Enter the midnight club and starting off at rock bottem  

Guilewolf 50M
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1/4/2015 5:59 am
day 2 Enter the midnight club and starting off at rock bottem

I know when ya take on a task like I have. You have to look it all dead in the face like I did tonight. I had to step on a scale and it was at 286 yikes!! So I started off with a sigh kinda feeling at rock bottom and start my power lifting. Every thing did go well with that and I found out I am still strong as bull.
I did realize hey! I have to start somewhere and it could have been a lot worst. I could have had gym full of people watching me. lol

I did join a 24 hrs gym and I call my work outs the Midnight club because that's about the time when I go in and I have the whole place to my self without any one giving me funny looks and I can work out in peace. Plus there could always be a possible penthouse letter come out of it (Local gal makes it big at a late night gym) LOL

It did make me reflect on how people are. Here I am at midnight or later working out in a gym for what? All so I can fit in? So I can be accepted by the very people who think they have a right to treat someone like me as less than?
It is a bit de-motivational and I realize as much as I would like to change the world I cant. I can only change me and that's what I am working on with my first steps here.
So what are my worries for when I wake up this morning? Will I be able to move? LOL
I know no matter what I feel like I have to keep moving forward. As I suffer though this I just think about what my life to be will be like? See this isn't about just being healthier for me I have to go far above and beyond that I mean I do want all you ladies out there to want me and drool at the very site of me
I feel the need to pull back the curtain and show everyone what people find so special and attractive isn't special at all its there for anyone to have you just got to do a little work to get it. So I can! I will! I must get to the 10% body fat marker to do that.(Hulk mad!)LOL
Right now it looks impossible but it is possible.
The things a guy has to do for a little<b> love </font></b>Right?
well If your reading my blog here ya will have a ringside seat for it.
You get watch a guy go though hell for a year.
Well I make it? well I give up? well I drop over from a heart attack before I make it? LOL
Well your just going to have to keep reading my blog to find out
I plan to make it and all I can say is there is a lot of people who may wish they got in while the price is low because I can guarantee you when I get there my standards are sure as hell going up.
Tell next time FriendFinder-x world have fun.

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